[Diamond secretly fangirls into Eternity and Dies.... "presenting OTP OC RP COUPLE!" #SayThAtFiveTimesFast 😂😂😂 their theme song is above]

(Xorena)

Fel'ena: I have no idea what she's talking about... she keeps looking at me with these silly grins all day... I have to say I don't like being stared at... just be glad you don't have her for a whole week because right now she'd be squealing.... loudly.. I've lost hearing..

So... as I mentioned in that bio thing- spotlights and speaking aren't exactly my thing... and the only person I care to talk about is the only person on my mind 24/7. So if you don't care for mushy- lovey-dovey- whatever you call it... I prefer to call it true love. Then you can skip this. It doesn't matter to me... the only person I care to read this is the one I'm writing this to.

LETTER:

My dearest Xoreis,

I know I say some of this stuff a lot to you. But it's like my love for you. I just can't stop. Your the light of my life and the excitement and the smile I wake up to everyday. With you I feel like I can do anything. You always support me. You are always right there. You've seen me at my worst... when my pride's been stripped from me.. when a wave of tears flood my eyes, when I'm falling... and there are three words you always say... and one thing you always do.

You always tell me: after I've cried, felt like I've lost myself, after I fall- you tell me: I love you. Words can describe the confront that rushes over me hearing your voice. And you always hold me. If I had to choose between losing my sight and losing my hearing.. I'd choose losing my sight. I'd rather Here your voice over and over in my head. The worst thing would be to lose you... but to lose the sound of your voice in my ear as I fall asleep in your protective arms- is something I can't risk...

But you've also seen me at my best- why? Because when I'm around you... you are my best. You don't want me to be someone else. When I'm around you, I can be me. Jenessa taught me this week, that happiness is being married to your bestfriend and I full heartedly believe that- just as I fill heartedly believe in you. You've seen me smile, and laugh, and dance... you've always seen *me*. That's one thing that makes me feel special to you. You've always seen me.

I'd follow you anywhere, I'd support you in anything, I'd travel the world to find you, I'd gladly die a hundred times if it meant I could spend eternity with you.

Everyday, every hour, every minute your not next to me or I can't see you I feel like I'm drowning and I find that your the one holding me up above water... I miss you everyday..

Xoreis, Everyday you melt my heart and make me love you even more. You have a way with me, that I just can't control, you are my love, you are my life, the only one I can't live without, I don't just say 'I love you' to start up a conversation, I say it to remind you that your the best thing that ever happened to me-always and forever I will love you till the end of time. Forever in my heart, and Always by your side. ❤️

With All My Love,
Fel'ena