Dear careless,

  I've known you six years. I've followed-chased you six years-almost seven. I've been through it all with you. I was there for you, ready to support, defend, build back up or even just to give you a smile.

But what I realized is that you never cared when ....

I gave you that smile...

I picked you up, and said don't let yourself get knocked down your stronger than that...

I defended and stood up for you when people stood against you.

I comforted you when he broke your heart...

I did everything for you!

You were so careless and heartless as to...

Fake a smile at me.

And when I was knocked down, on the ground, shattered into pieces what did you do nothing. You stepped back over me.

Blame me for what he did to you. When all I ever was-was a friend to you both.

So you want to know something, YOU used me! Like a fool...

I cut for you!
I attempted for you!
I cried for you!
I wasted my time on you!

And what do I get in return nothing!

All I wanted was your attention and you ignored me.

You said you were my friend, but where where was friend- all I see is END.

You never ever in one part of any of this proved you cared in return.

It was all centered upon you!

You left no room for me.

And when you found someone knew..

You shattered me. You broke me. And I'm done with it!

You USED me!

And all I ever did for you was cared.

I turned and ignored everyone that actually gave a dang about me, just to have your attention! Just to know YOU cared because apparently you were important to me.

But now, when your name is said when those memories are brought back, I cry myself to sleep, I give a bitter look, I don't know what to do or how to look at you. So I do what you did to me, I return those fake smiles, i return that fake sentiment, I ignore you cause it's to hard to think about it.

Thank you for nothing but a broken heart.

-GlitzyDiamond

-commander out.