Reagan point of view

Behind every strong person is a story that gives them no choice.

I wasted so much good opportunity being a scared or afraid of the fear the unknown was so long that I could not even recognise my own standing in front of my own bedroom mirror and then I decide it is time for a change a very massive change to deal with no more hiding the badass me.

I will always keep telling myself to a baddie and never a bad bish.

"I just want a tattoo so badly " I ponder out loud randomly to rhea.

I started to pick up my sketching book to be flicking threw a couple of art design pages that I have managed to draw the other day by seeing which one will suit me the most out of all my sketches to chose for a brand new tattoos that I am going to get today.

"why do you want a tattoo so badly may I ask?"ask rhea excitedly rubbing her two palms together in excitement.

There are many times where I ask myself that exactly question but since I am already feeling in a what the fudge mood I might as well get a tattoo or two.
"To symbolise a change in me"I emphasised the word symbolise to them.

I will not change everything about me except for my hair colour and get a brand new ink on my skin.

"she want a tattoos to show her badass personal"sienna answers for me to rhea.

I am already badass person who does not let life destroy her or take her down all in one because I am fearless queen of his heart.
"well in that case count me in"Dani chimes into the conversation.

I am feeling so ecstatic about all of my friends are going to join me to get a new tattoo today even though I do not need one to show how badass I am yet I just think that I would look amazing with a tattoo on me.

"how many tattoos are you getting then?"I ask them.

I tilted my head to the side when pushing back my hair to help me think about how many tattoos would I want to have or where should I put them.
"Alright laddies enough sitting around and I believe it is time get our tattoos done"rhea boasted out loud get us more motivated to get our tattoos done.

I am loving my best friend Rhea enthusiasm of getting a tattoo with me, I search Google maps on my phone for where is the closest tattoo shop or parlour in the nearby area of my house.

"I do not supposed you all would want to help me out to chose a hair dye colour?"I ask to see if they would volunteer to help me to pick a hair colour.

I type in the location of the tattoo parlour into Rhea sat nav to give us the direction of this tattoo parlour shop.

I look at my hair tips, the overall quality or condition of state that it is in to start noticing it is finally time for a hair colour.
"I think that dark hair would suit you more"Said Dani helpfully.

I was going for a more lighter hair colour or tone of brown to honest I would want my newest hair colour to bring out my eyes colour too.
"I already kinda of have natural dark hair colour though"I groaned to myself getting serious tired of my hair being in the same hair colour.

I continue thinking of different types of hair colour that would suit my new look until I hear these Rhea and Sienna suggestions on dying my hair blonde.
"what about a lighter shade of blond?"rhea and Sienna both suggest at the same time.

we all walk down to the boys discussing their next business plan so went to go sneak quickly out of the front door then we hopped into Sienna car not before leaving a note to them on the Kitchen fridge because I think that might be the first place where the boys might check due to the gigantic appetite .

The drive to the store from my house would have probably taking us a twenty minute to get there when it actually turns out to be Rhea aunts Stacey hair salon just right across the road from the tattoo parlour.
"Is that really you girl?"ask rhea aunt Stacey shock to see me here.

I would have hug but she looks so busy with sweeping the floor of her own salon for five minutes until she put all her rubbish in the bin bag.
"Yes it me aunt Stacey"I answer Rhea aunt Stacey getting all emotional.

It feels like forever ever since I have come back to her hair salon to get my hair done and she is the best hairdresser in all of England besides she is the only person who I trust with my hair.

"And talk about family reunion"Sienna muttered underneath her breath.

I could tell that our friends wanted a chance to talk to Rhea aunt Stacey too including introductions.

"Hello I am Rhea's aunt Stacey and you are?" Ask Rhea aunt Stacey introducing herself to them.

We all walked into Rhea aunt Stacey salon to talk to her while I get my hair done as I am flicking through pages to choose which hair cut I want for my hair.
"Hi I am Sienna"Sienna greeted Rhea aunt Stacey.

I see Rhea texting Mason on her phone to see how the boys are doing without us and she shows me a picture of the both of our boyfriend wearing aprons in the kitchen.

The caption on her Instagram is find yourself a boyfriend who knows how to cooks like Reagan and I have.
"I am Dani and we are both friends of your niece Rhea"Dani introduce herself to Rhea aunt Stacey.

Rhea aunt Stacey pointed out the directions to the seat in the waiting area for them while I sit in the customer chair about to get my haircut.

"Well in that you all welcome to come into my hair salon anytime you wants"Rhea aunt Stacey said kindly to them.
I take a picture of Rhea aunt Stacey business card before sending it out to them on our group chat.

"Aunt Stacey I am thinking of dying my hair-"

"But you have such an amazing hair colour although your hair could be more healthier"interject Rhea aunt Stacey.

I do have to agree with her on that one however I do not want to be reminded of the past plus I want a more fun and lively hair colour.
"I know but now I decided it was time for a change"I explain myself to Rhea aunt Stacey.

I finally found a hairstyle, haircut and which shades of blonde hair I want to have on my hair.

I quickly show Rhea aunt Stacey, pointing to the picture on page twenty eight.
"A change is what you should get girl"Rhea aunt Stacey preach it to me.

It takes her one hour and forty minutes to finish giving me the overall hair product of my choice and like I say before she have a hands of a true artist.

"So tell me do any of you girls a have boyfriend?" Ask Rhea aunt Stacey interestingly.
I see her using the curling wand on my hair until it is curled to perfection..

I gasped
oh my goodness my hair looks so gorgeous that I do not know whether to squeal or cry at the same time.
"Thank you so much aunt Stacey"I appreciate Rhea aunt Stacey.

If I do say so myself I look stunningly beautiful now that I have finally got my transformation.

"Aunt Stacey you have got gifted hands of the Greek gods!"Rhea  compliment her aunt Stacey.

This is why i love coming here for a haircut or to dyed my hair when I think I have got bored of my natural hair even though nothing was wrong with my natural yet the overall result of this very much needed haircut is absolutely banging also gorgeous.
"How much is it?"I ask Rhea aunt Stacey.

I was eagerly getting my credit cards out now to pay Rhea aunt Stacey to thank her so much for helping me out with my hair problems.

"Yes we do all have a boyfriend except for Dani because it is totally complicated with her and Luke"answers Rhea to her aunt Stacey previous questions before.

Speaking of our men, my boyfriend Cohen texted me to show him of pictures of my new incomplete look which i text him back saying not yet.
"Nothing is complicated between Luke and I alright!"objected Dani not in a mood to discuss it matters more further than that with us.

The whole salon went silent after that until Rhea aunt Stacey pop the very uncomfortable bubble of awkward silence.
"You know you can trust me right"persuaded Rhea aunt Stacey.

The time was not on our side since it is just only half past three in the afternoon excluding the time of crossings over to the other side of the road to get to the tattoos shop.

"Bye aunt Stacey"we all say in sync with each other.
We all walks out of the hair salon to go to the tattoo shop to get some inked done and the walks there was fun because our song called sweater weather comes out on the tattoo shop radio.

"Hello, are you here for an piercing or a tattoo?"ask the receptionist woman who works at this tattoo shop.

I started humming along to the song then soon afterwards everyone else started joining with me when it gets to the chorus until I finally reply back to the tattoo artist woman who also turns out to the receptionist too.
"We are all here for a tattoo" i said to the tattoo receptionist woman who work here.

I show the tattoo artist woman that is now working as the receptionist for today all of my tattoos drawings which I want for my tattoos.
"You are all in lucky today because you are all in the safe hand of my colleagues here"
We quickly get appointed to our room where we are supposed to be getting our tattoos today.

I thought it would hurt me a lot but it just felt like a little pinch to the skin to me in the meantime I keep thinking about how far Cohen and I have become in life.
"I am so excited to see your tattoos"shriek Dani in excitement to see my brand new tattoos.

All my friends have finished getting there before me since I am getting one middle tattoo on back, one on down my arms and a small one on my left hand.
"Nice drawing of tattoos by the way"the artist man complimented me.

Once the tattoo artist man is finally done with tattooing he bandage me every where I have a tattoos on me after that my friend and I paid for our tattoos.
"Thank you so much Jeff"I read his name tags to find out his name.

We walk out to Rhea parking lot whiles I am dialling pizzeria number in my phone to order everyone pizza as well as mine with my friends yelling out loud their favourite toppings or suggestions anything.

"I want meaty feast pizza, Sia want her spicy special sauce with her chicken nuggets and Dani want pepperoni pizza"listed Rhea.
We all get inside Rhea car to drive us back to my grandparents place which I will forever call it my home.
"Oh goodness your here!"he exclaims to me.
He tried to step closer to me when suddenly Rhea stopped him not to ruin my surprise for him with her hands tsk tsking him.

"Why?" I ask him.
I have only been gone for like four to five and half hour due to the little pet stop for toilet break plus besides I miss him too but I just him to explain why he misses me.

"Because Reagan,I miss you having you so close to me"he whispered yelled at me.

I heard him over my friends shoulders, I try everything not to go running straight into his arms after my best friend Rhea can finally get my introduction done.
"I miss you too"shouts out loud to him when happy tears are leaking down my eyes because our love is so surreal.

I do not care if the whole entire world could hear us proclaiming how much we miss or love each other right now.
"Say hello to boys to the new flawless Reagan boys" rhea my best friend introduce me.
I wipe my happy tears away with a tissue trying not to mess up my makeup or smudge it.

Err Rea you can do this but I don't know why you are so damn emotional?

"The reason why you are emotional is that the love you both have for each other is so real that even you are heart is weeping for you in tears of happiness ."my brain tells me.

I struts up to him to meet him by my grandparents front door, giving him a little swirls when blowing him a kiss just like the first time we met at Mason house party.
"Wow .... no words in the dictionary could even describe how regnant or radiant you look right now"he whispered deeply in my ear with his deep voice.

He pulls me into him, kissing my forehead ,then moving to kiss me on my lips and he shows me his tattoo that he also got today from another tattoo shop.

"Close your mouth or otherwise you will be catching flies"I said jokingly to him.

We all went back inside our house that him and I are currently sharing with my grandparents until it is time for everyone to go home especially Sienna and Dani because they are both not from England.

They are will not be in England anymore after today so what I am thinking is to throw a little good bye party for them tomorrow morning.