Its been a bit. 4 months I think.
I mostly hung about the Hermitpadd fandom. I wasn't even popular.

I have a problem where I just ditch things. Tbh, its always been like that for me since I move around a lot. Every 3 years. Blame my dad.
I just learned how to pretend things never happend.
For example: I had a best friend in 8th grade. Basicly another brother. Now that I moved somewhere else I just don't care about him anymore.

I'm in a somber (is that the right word?) mood atm. I just found out Coolrena decided to leave earth.
I hardly knew ye.
I knew I could've, but I am ashamed to admit, probably wouldn't've done something.
I just find it too hard to console anyone.
I've never experienced any major traumas or chemical imbalances, so I feel like I would've been intruding if I did say something.
Plus I barely knew Rena.

For goodness sake I just came on here to read a dream team fanfic and now I'm sad.

I'll post something else in this book to distract myself from the guilt.