People are, complicated. They say one thing and mean another, this is not new information. 

But, some people may act like one thing, but they don't really mean it. 

I'll put a link in the comments section and listen to the first track. 

Listen to it before you do anything.

The link will be right over here ---->

I didn't make this, but I was listening to sad songs on Soundcloud and I heard that. And it's very beautiful and I cried. 

So please. Listen to this before thinking about committing suicide.