The silence was painful as Donghyuck stared into the midnight sky, the annoying buzzing of Marks phone disturbed his thoughts. It was Taeyong, his so called Mother in law but before he could answer the call Mark woke up with a grunt.

"How many fucking times do I have to tell you to not call me ever! I dont want to loose Donghyuck also. Leave me and my family and Jeno alone." Mark shouted at the phone with a glare.

Donghyuck frowned at what he heard, sometimes he wondered if Haechan really left this boy. Mark was such a blessing but why did Haechan even leave him. Does he know how broken Mark was? How shattered the boy was? The morning came too quickly, Mark was still asleep when the beauty went to shower.
"What? How did a fire break out? On which department? Okay I'll be there in five." Donghyuck heard Marks voice when he stepped out of the bathroom.

Mark pulled on casual clothes as he rushed out with his car keys. He did stop to give Donghyuck a hug or atleast a kiss but the red head turned his head and avoided Mark. With a heavy heart the black head drove to his company. He wasnt able to drive after Haechan died but now he was able to a little. The silence was killing him what can do but live with it.

Days turned to weeks, weeks turned to months but Donghyuck spoke not a word to Mark. Ever since the fire break out Mark had to over work to cover up the expensences and the losses the company faced. He did visit the grave stone everyday again, sitting there like a dog who lost its owner.

"Was it wrong to be broken? I just.....needed time Baby. I wish I died with you, atleast then non of us would be so hurt. Why cant I move on like others? Donghyucks a ball of sunshine. His smile is so precious but I cant make myself do it with him. Its not like I dont want to but I.......I'm helpless." Mark sniffled softly at Haechan's gravestone. The wind blew around Marks body like a blessing that his little Sun had given him.

That day Mark went home quite very late, Donghyuck sat on the window dangling his legs on either side. The older saw the packets of cigarette boxes that were srewn on the marbled floor. The tissue's that stainsof blood and the bluish body that barely had anything on.

"Hyuckie! Stop smoking whats wrong with you!?" Mark swattedthe boys cigarette away as he pulled his wife into the house. Donghyuck pushed him away with a glare as he tried to leave yet the older pulled the younger by the wrist.

"Whats wrong with you!? Why wont you even talk to me!? Stop trying to kill yourself!" Mark shook Donghyucks shoulder with anger.

"DONT TOUCH ME!!" Donghyuck pushed Mark away crying. "Just dont! Stop it, Stop all this fake affection fake love everything! Haechan is left, if you cant move on then why did you marry me!? So you can touch my body that looks like your stupid Haechan!? You just want my body! You dont love me! And you never will!!! Everyones asking me if I'm pregnant!? As if I would ever be pregnant!!! They dont know that my husband is still hung over his ex lover! I dont want to talk to you or see your stupid face or your stupid eyesthat hold all repondisibilties for what I'm facing right now." The red head started coughing so much he crashed on the floor.

"Donghyuck no. You are misunderstanding everything." Mark held Donghyucks cheeks wiping off all the tears that slipped down.

"Dont touch me! Go find your fucking Haechan and marry him. Let me go!" Donghyuck cried holding onto Marks manly wrists.

"He's dead! Haechan is dead!!! No matter how hard I try he would never come back Hyuckie. Haechan was murdered on my birthday, he died for me.He....He took the bullet that was meant for me. He died before my very eyes in my arms.Donghyuck he's dead......I'm sorry I'm like this but I tried so hard to forget and move on, that night of our wedding I wanted you as much as you wanted me but those memories haunted me and I didnt want to touch you with Haechan on my mind. I love you Baby and I really dont know why I hurt you so much. I never meant to hurt you, I came to Chicago for you, I wanted to marry you for you. I dont know why Yuta is after me, I stopped talking to my parents since they were at fault for you leaving that night. I......I cant loose you too. I cant live without you, that day when you slit your neck my heart stopped. Donghyuck my baby," Mark squeezed the stubby arms as he looked up at the beauty. "If something happens to you I would definitely stop breathing. I'll die without you Donghyuck." The older was crying but the younger smiled through tears, his dumb husband confessed even without realizing. Mark loves him, but Haechan was dead? He was killed on Marks birthday in front him in his arms and Donghyuck wasbeing selfish and
So inconsiderate.

Donghyuck was only in boxers and a loose shirt that had fall from his left shoulder. The younger crawled onto Marks lap as he caressed the mans cheeks as his tears splashed next to the green and blue orbs he loved so much. Mark held the boys waist in confusion as he looked up at gorgeous boy who smiled shyly with soft hiccups as Donghyuck dipped down to kiss those thin yummy lips, Mark's arms squeezed the boys waist as his wife kissed him deep and slow fixing his broken pieces with grace. The sun shone brighter that other days as morning dawned over them, a blessing had secretly been given.