The days crashed down sooner that Donghyuck ever imagined. One moment he was just a carefree boy but now he was pathetic and was going to marry someone who didnt love him back. His graduation cloak lay on the bed as he stared at his self dressed in his wedding tuxedo. He tried so hard not to break down or loose his mind, he couldnt anymore. The wedding bells banged within his head, his heart an express train. Cigarette after cigarette fell on the floor as the gorgeous boy spaced the room.

"Why was I born this way!?" Donghyuck started coughing blood and he knew he was killing his lungs by smoking but that was his only way of forgetting his pain. He wiped the blood off with a tissue.

"Young master. It's time." A maid knocked at Donghyuck door.

The gorgeous boy no longer felt beautiful. Instead he felt used and disgusted of himself. With jittering whispers and pushing back all his fears he grabbed the bouquet of jasmins. He loved sunflowers, and the sun. But he wasnt himself right now. He heard the hushed voices as he walked down the isle with his father. Donghyuck looked up pleadingly at Johnny.

"Lets go back back." Johnny whispered. But Donghyuck smiled up with pain he knew he would regret. Mark looked not so happy but the boy had still dressed up in the black tuxedo to be wedded to a boy who only reminded him of his past.

"Hyuck dont do this please." Donghyuck heard Renjun beg amidst the crowd.

Perhaps he'd have to live like Marks slut for the rest of his life. He didnt know why he was doimg this either. It hurt like poison in his chest every step he took forward towards the older.
Mark stared at Donghyuck and the red head knew the older saw his Haechan walk down this isle. Johnny left his son at the alter as he sat next to his wife. Donghyuck bit his lips, trying to supress the pain that was weighing him down.

"Why is the bride crying?" The gorgeous boy heard someone mumble at the far corner.

"Hey he's getting married. He's being emotional." Another chuckled. Little did they know the bride was just a doll taken to be played and used. Mark didnt love him neither did his cold heard could love him either.

The vows started, making Donghyucks head spin. He wanted to throw up, he didnt want this but he loved Mark so much. Was there any other way? He believed not. His chest hurt like open wounds, he badly wanted a smoke but he cant have one now. Tears splashed down his eyes like rain.You would be treated like a queen Hyuckie.Donghyuck remembered his grandmother often tell him, if she knew her grandson was going to be nothing but used for the satisfaction of Marks past. So Mark would move on. So that Mark's mentle health would be stable. Selfish bastards, Without finding the murderer out their they were trying to marry them off. The younger was so engrossed in his thoughts he hadnt realized they had passed the vows.

"I-I cant......I-I cant do this." Mark dropped the ring down with a loud ting. Donghyuck looked up with a gasp as the crowd started murmuring among themselves. "I'm sorry.....I cant do this." The black head stepped away from Donghyuck like he was about to break down.

"I-I knew it....I-Its okay I-I mean I-I'm not your H-Haechan. I-It was all a lie. E-Even my love w-was a lie. It's fine." Donghyuck started shaking like a tidle wave, his insides crushing, "It....It's okay." The tears wouldnt stop falling as the red head let go of his bouquet the rustle of the flowets filling the silent church walls.

"H-Haechan wait!" Mark reached out for the younger who ran out with a broken heart. How much more was Mark going to hurt him.

Donghyuck ran as fast as he could, he stumbled, fell, but he ran. Breaking down loudly amidst no where. He cried so loud even the trees around must have broken at the impact of the pain the boy felt. The boy coughed squeezing his chest with agony. Blood seeped out the corner of his lips, after all he was never wanted. He hated the Jungs, he felt betrayed and disgusted with himself.  Warm arms wrapped around his cold shivering frame.

"Daddy!! It hurts so much!!!" Donghyuck wailed into Johnnys strong arms, hugging his father tightly as he could. Ten stood a little farther, in the rain, shattering at the sight before him.

Their only son had never broken down so much, Donghyuck barely even inhaled, he coughed blood, having smoked too much. Johnny hugged Donghyuck tightly, letting him cry as much as he could. They didnt know why the Jungs were doing this but they knew it was enough heart.

"Hyuckie come." Johnny made his son stand up. Thats it, it was already too late but they had enough.

Taeyong shook with guilt, he thought maybe if they were married their hearts would learn to fix each other. And while they were busy with their lives, Taeyong and the others could nab Yuta. Yet, Everything crumbled down. Mark looked everywhere for Donghyuck, like a crazy wolf who had lost it's soulmate.

Donghyuck was lifeless as he followed his parents. Finally he was going back never to return. He was already too hurt, he would crumble the minute he see's Mark again. While Mark roamed the streets searching for Donghyuck, the gorgeous red head cried at the airport.

"No more crying. Its all over." Ten wiped Donghyuck tears as he kissed the boys pale forehead softly.

The flight was announced, as Donghyuck dragged his bags away with a heavy heart. Time to time he looked behind him wishing the green and blue eyes older would stand somewhere. Johnny gently pushed Donghyuck forward, he didnt want his son to live another day in Seoul. He wanted his darling to wake up in the warm morning of Chicago.

"Goodbye." Donghyuck whispered as he passed through the finally gate never to come back.