i feel colourless

but
colourless
would imply
there has
never been
anything

but there was
there is
just everything a lil less
it's kind of a mess

it's brown not blue
cause living life
does mean
wearing more than
one shoe

it's black not dark
cause sometimes
light
can be the energyshark

it's orange like green
because logic
is just never that clean

it's yellow not bright
because nothing
ever feels quite right
even if it's alright

it is purple not pink
because i am not
who you think

a faded girl
trying to
hold her paintbrush
through this worldrush