Ch. 14 Nerves


"I was going ask did you see my childhood too? I never had a clear memory after falling." Frisk looked at Sans smiling.

"yeah. i did. ... i wasn't prepared for it." He said quietly. A sensation, a small but very much there sensation, of dread- no guilt maybe; no she couldn't place it; it seemed familiar, sympathy. He was, was feeling sympathetic towards her why?

"Sans I can handle the truth... I do have some of my memories, like mom leaving. It is okay it is in my past..." He nodded a bit.

"it's not a very happy one starlight. your family didn't know the blessing they had, didn't treat you like they should have."

"I was not wanted...they didn't love me did they..." She felt despair wash over her.

"i don't think they did... but, like you said, it's in the past. we're your family now starlight." She sniffed back the tears as she met his eye lights.

"No you are because you are my mate and my husband." She said proudly with a smile. He smiled back, lightly running a hand through her hair, the mark that she had on her neck had changed places, now that it was a permanent mark. She giggled to herself. As if she could read his thoughts. "Shall we play where is the mark?" As she started to strip down to undergarments to find it. He smiled a little and helped her look, taking care to check her over, starting with her arms and legs, but it wasn't there.

"Sans any luck?"

"hmmm... turn around starlight. lemme see the back." She turned around.

"Can it be imprinted on our internal or my soul?"

"nah. it's visible, i found it."

"Where is it?"

"here." He gently placed a kiss on the back part of her left shoulder. She trembled at his kiss.

"So if I can feel you emotionally. When we are having "fun" will we be enjoying a little more or not really?"

"dunno, no couple has ever answered that question."

"They answer how long the process is but not that one... hmmm..."

"heh, no starlight. they were observed during bonding to see how long it takes, no one answered the question because no one knew how much time had passed." Frisk wasn't going to go all out she just planted a little kiss to see if she would feel something extra. She went up to Sans and passionately kissed him. He returned the kiss, his magic stirring a little as their tongues met. Her body trembling from the sensation that he must have been experiencing.

"Wow... I think I definitely see a perk here." He smiled a bit.

"I will call mom and rearrange to meet me in the lobby. I will tell her about us." Her smile never leaving.

"before you do, i think i still owe you a lesson..." He said with a bit of a knowing look.

"Oh, you don't say..." He moved back from her and went over to the bathroom, when he came back out again he had a pair of spectacles, a white lab coat, and a grin. She blushed.

"Oh dear... I .." He was so damn hot... "wow I ... god... do you know how hot you look right now?" He tipped the glasses down slightly with a smirk.

"can't read your mind, but i can read your reaction." From the tiny bit that was in her, she could sense his satisfaction at her response.

"Nice one..." She was definitely heating up faster than usual.

"now then, i believe i was to educate you about how my heats work."

"Yes and I've been so bad about it too." She made a guilty face.

"i should make it worth your wait then since you've been so tolerant of it." She gulped hard, her body screamed a release it had never experienced before.

"Tell me more professor." She said lustfully.

"first, being a skeleton monster made mostly of magic. i can control when it happens. It also occurs twice a year. I've had one cycle already."

"You got my full attention professor hotkins." He smirked at that.

"the first time was at the beginning of the year... about three weeks before the memorial, give or take. since i've never had a partner, it tends to extend between five to six days in length." She moaned at the idea. Her finger went into her mouth and let it drag down her chin. This is not like her to be so sexually aroused by such thoughts.

"i've done my research on the matter, supposedly with a partner, it can last from three to five days, but is more intense than without one as while the urge to have a mate is strong during a heat, without a partner, it is just the drive to find a mate. when one actually has a mate, the drive is stronger as the urge to produce an heir drives the heat to higher levels."

"So is that why I am like ... really into this speech or does it help that you are super hot."

"heh... i haven't activated the heat yet. when i do, you'll know it." She blushed wildly... why was she feeling these strong urges?

"Damn science coat must be ..." She got up, a little embarrassed about her behavior.

"no need to be embarrassed with me starlight."

"I made kinda fool out of myself...."

"on the contrary, you looked very fetching."

"You are just saying that cause I am your mate." She kidded.

"really?" There was a sense of sincerity along the bond along with a thread of amusement. She could feel these emotional strings being played like a violin. Soft and beautiful.

"This is such an amazing feeling Sans." She closed her eyes soaking it all in. Each note an emotion playing on her soul making a sweet melody it was faint, but still, it was there.

Frisk let reality set in. There was a chance she could get pregnant. Was she ready for it? Were they prepared for it? She never imagined all of this could happen to her but at the same time, she found herself getting excited. The aspect of loving a small version of them in her arms. The fact she will be able to watch them grow up and end up with some of her qualities and his. If it is a girl, I fear no mate would be able to come close to her daughter for Sans would probably crush them on sight. We will definitely need a bigger apartment. Need to set money aside for them for emergencies.

Then the negatives came trudging through her mind. Will her kids be loved? Will they be rejected? Her heart broke for the nonexistent children she didn't have. Was she being greedy and wanted to bring life into the world just to have them become a pawn in someone's game.

Someone's game... Chara... she was still within her. What if she takes over and...? She couldn't allow her to think such thoughts. The question still lingered in her brain. He couldn't be by her side 24 hrs. especially if there is a newborn baby. She would take care of it continuously, and he will eventually have to get supplies and all she would have to do is... Frisk felt herself get physically ill of the thought of her baby being in that sort of endangerment. Especially when she saw that when she was sick Chara just naturally took over without her knowledge.

He gently gathered her close, pressing his forehead against hers, waves of reassurance coming from him soul across the bond. He would figure this out, they would get through it. He would help her with anything she needed.

"Thanks, I needed that... I got caught up in my thoughts again. " He nodded a bit.

"it's easy to do, but i'm here for you, now and for always." Frisk smiled gently as she realized she didn't need to hide these thoughts from him; that they are a team. She took his hand and explained all the ideas she just had of them and their future. As she finished, she added, "so I just am afraid for our future kids is all." He had listened to her without interrupting.

"that is a concern, perhaps Aria might have a solution for us."

"After all that has happened, I feel ashamed at how I acted; if we do ask her for help let me at least get an apology gift, Sans. I want to at least make it up to her." He nodded.

"i don't think she's the type to hold a grudge, but you can talk with her about it." A simple question came to Frisk that made her smile hugely.

"Since I am your bone-fied mate we are like married now right? So do I get your last name? Frisk the skeleton." She mused to herself. He chuckled at that.

"you could say that, just not that. my full name is comic sans gaster."

"So mine is now Frisk Gaster then, I like how it sounds." He smiled a little, there was such joy in his soul, he liked how it sounded too.

"So mr. celebrity scientist anything else I should know about the big celebration. Do I need to bring snacks?" She half kidded.

"heh, no. although I do believe you wanted to tell Tori first... "

"Despite how mom may seem she still loves me. In the end, she will accept us."

"she just wants you to be happy, i'm going to make sure of it." He replied before kissing her cheek gently.

"I think we should tell mom first and have a small party just our closest friends and relatives after we get the apartment situation finished."

"sounds great. we should tell Paps and Mettaton next."

"Do you believe Mettaton can keep a secret?" Frisk teased.

"heh, despite his flashiness... yeah. he can. they'll know on sight anyway."

"Well Paps will unintentionally announce it for us anyway, but I wouldn't want it any other way." She beamed with pride. He chuckled a bit.

"maybe, unless you ask him not to."

"So we warn him about hearing exciting news and... I guess that could work...."

"i'll send him a text while you send one to Tori."

"I will send a text having her meet us at the cafe below. She won't make a huge scene in public."

"should i have Pap and Mettaton meet us in an hour then?"

"Sounds great... who knew all of this would be stressful." He shrugged a little then kissed her lovingly.

"it will be fine."

"It is so worth it if I can get theses kisses." She blushed. He smiled lovingly, giving her a gentle squeeze before releasing her to grab his phone. He began to text Papyrus, telling his brother that he and Frisk had some exciting news to tell the two of them that they wanted just the two of them to know. She texted her mom a little nervous, but she told her it was huge news and that she wanted her mom to know first. That she also refused to say to her over text and a phone call.

"Sans.... I think she is going to murder us..." Piles of texts start to roll in as what happened? Why couldn't she tell her then and there and more?

45 text messages within 5 minutes, a new personal best for Toriel.



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