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Dear Somin,

I never thought it'd be easy, getting over you. But it's so much harder than I thought, because everything seems to remind me of you.

Yesterday, I went out with the guys to an arcade. I ended up thinking about how much you loved playing the games there, and how we'd go there at least once a week.

I know that because of me, my hyungs are suffering as well and I'm trying so hard to go back to normal. But it gets so hard. I always end up thinking about you, whenever I have time. I remember your beautiful smile, and your soft hair, and I start crying again.

Why am I not strong enough?

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welp