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Dear Somin,

I feel like I am stuck on a dark road, and I can't even look one step ahead of me. I'm stumbling in the dark and you're not here to light it up.

I'm getting lost in a whirlwind of emotions I can't decifer and the pain, oh it's unbearable.

I found your journal yesterday. I didn't know it was at my place. It has all these beautiful accounts about all the cities we went to together. It also has all the flowers I gave to you, even if they're all dried up.

Looking at all these pictures makes me smile, because I get lost in the past, where everything was perfect, and you were with me.

I don't wanna cry anymore. I just want to remember our times together and smile at the memories we made together. But remembering you always leaves a bittersweet feeling in my stomach.

Please, help me get over the pain. Please.

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henlo i had the shittiest day ever. also, you're not going to find me on any of my other socials for an indefinite amount of time thanks

dedicated to seoulmxteu for being such a great person and getting all my day6 references x