//

Minji,

Today is the day. I'm going to see you today. I'm going to get the answers I deserve.

I thought I was ready. I don't think I am, though. I think it frightens me, what your reply is going to be. I don't know what you're going to say, and that kills me.

I'm glad I'll have Hoseok hyung with me, though. I don't think I'll be able to do it alone without breaking down. I'm so scared. But it's okay. There's not a heart left for you to break in me anyway. You took care of the one I had when you faked your death.

But I swear to god, if you say anything  that breaks hyung's heart I'll do something. I don't care what you did to me but no one, especially my hyungs, deserve to be sad because of you.

I hate you for making me like this. I wish I could turn back time so that I never would've asked you out. You ruined me, while all I did was love you with all my heart.

But not anymore.

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hi this book will be ending soon *wipes non-existent tear*

anyways, I don't ship Juancock and hobi but I just wanted to show how great a friendship they have.