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Dear Somin,

Or should I say Minji? Why would you lie to me like that? Why would you break my heart like that? How could you go around living like nothing ever happened when you told me you were going to die?

It hurts. So much. I didn't want to believe it. I wanted to think it was just a person who looked awfully similar to you, and nothing more. Maybe I should've just believed that let it go, instead of looking into it.

I told Namjoon hyung, who knows a famous investigator, to look into it. I asked him to find whether it was you or not. The disappointed look on his face when I met him next told me the answer.

How could you? I loved you so much and you faked your death on me? Do you know how much it broke me to listen to hyung tell me about how you just disappeared and returned with a changed identity while I was here with my heart crushed into little pieces?

I loved you, but I guess you didn't feel the same, huh? It makes me feel like such an idiot; the fact that you fooled me so easily.

What makes it even worse is the fact that I'm scared to confront you, when I'm the one who's supposed to get the answer.

Congratulations Lee Somin, or Minji, or whatever. You successfully stomped on my heart and broke it into tiny little pieces, again.

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I'll dedicate the next two chapters to whoever gets both the day6 song references in this letter first.