There are many things in this world that fascinate me. One thing that has always caught my attention was the beauty of the human mind. With the way it works, not just that, but they way everyone's is different. You will never find two human minds that work the exact same. Everyone handles everything differently. Take me for example. Im 13 years old and writing this. Im fascinated with things kids my age probably don't even know about. I've always known that i was different.
               I've always tried to be friendly with people. I've always wanted people to friendly back. To be kind, honest, loyal, and trustworthy. Those are the things I strive to be, but it's what I want other people to be as well. At least the people in my life. But it hasn't always been like that. Even for kids, we can still go threw some real jerks. One thing I love to think is that inside each and everyone of us, is Us. Nothing or No one else. Also the fact that no one but ourselves can change that. But at the same time, we still all just have a pushy pink thing inside of our skulls.
            Now, I'm sorry if I start to get of track. Fully honest there isn't a track,only a shallow, dirt trail with branches of smaller and narrower path. In a deep dark forest that probably is filled with monsters that wouldn't kill you, but would mentally scar you for the rest of your life. But you...You're a kid, a curious 4 year old that walked into the forest behind your house while your mother looked the other way.
            And this is what you found.
I'll let you go ahead and process that. I know, if you're anything like me, you have to take things in pieces. That's why I'm writing this book.  So you can take me, and my thoughts in pieces.
            Now, I want to ask you something.
What is it you do when you give something you're all? What do you do to make sure they know that they have every single inch of you in there control?... You don't have to answer now, but hopefully by the end of this chapter that the question would have played so many times in your head that you wouldn't have a choice but to answer. At least an answer to yourself. You don't have to share anything with me unless you want to.

           I hope by now you can tell that there isn't a story here. No fake characters, no love story, no magic kingdoms where someone magically pops up out of nowhere and all of a sudden is a hero. None of that. Instead, this will be the first (and probably only) non fiction book I have written...I love to write stories, they have always been a way to escape into another world. A world where everything didn't have to go wrong. 
          You know, thats one thing I've always had trouble doing when writing was putting conflicts into my stories. I love my character, so it's hard to put them threw something that would be interesting  yet traumatic enough to entertain the people who read the stories.  This story does not have a topic, or a conflict, or characters. But there is one thing this book will have. 
          It will have me.
This book will have me, all of me, nothing but me. And I hope, that you will put yourself into this book as well.