Once i got home, I immediately went off to my bedroom and started working on the "letter."

I hadn't ever wrote a love letter, maybe that's because I'm not a horny corny teenage girl who thinks she can win a bad boy over with a cheesy love letter.

I don't want to write a damn poetic letter for a damn asshole from some damn idiot.

I feel like writing it make me an idiot...but I also feel like if I don't...then I'll be a bigger idiot for just letting a secret of mine be released to Satan and all.

I sighed and I picked up my pencil and started to write.

Dear Justin,
I am a fool.
When I see you I drool.
I'd be lucky to have you...
Because I obsess over you
And I wish I could fuck you.

... That sounds exactly like how gray would write poem...
Unintelligible and creepy as shit.

I can't write that though in case they want to read it...

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Hours later.

When will you notice me?
Do I have to change something about me? Change my hair, The way I walk? Change my clothes, The way I talk?
Until one day you see that you and I were meant to be...
I'll wait for now...
But sooner or later I will be gone.
So, when will you notice me?

Doesn't sound like something from Gray's simpleton mind or mouth or vocabulary...
It sounds like some creepy shit from a Senpai.
But I'm going to have to go with it...

But why should i...
They are blackmailing me like crazy...
They spread rumours...

It's time to fight back.

Authors note:
Sorry for the short chapter, I was just trying to hurry up and publish it and I didn't know what else to put in here. I honestly am just trying to rush this books events so that I can just complete it and start working on a new book!

Also! If you have not noticed the books New cover, color blind won third place in the frozen icy awards drama category!

See you all in the next chapter lovelies ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️