"How could you!?!" Gray shrieked.

"Why are mad at me??? I didn't choose to kiss him! He missed ME." I said in a very annoyed tone.

"Well...He's My man. You should've told me!"

Her man...?

"So you could've yelled at me sooner? Also Gray get over yourself...he rejected you."

She stared at me...
For the longest time.
I swear it felt like she was burning holes into my forehead.

Thankfully the bell rang and she, tiffany, and Even kaeli walked off together.

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It was the next day.

So let me explain how everything has went for yesterday in other classes...

In math, Justin and Aaron weren't there...in fact they were supposedly in the dean because of something that went down at lunch.

Seems like a lot went down at lunch yesterday...

In ELA I sat by myself...getting glares from tiffany who was across the room.

Anyway...
Right now I'm washing my face.
Trying to wash all my problems away...

Of course, I can't just wash my face and all my problems disappear.
Or at least...they could...but what happened...cannot be fixed.
You can't make someone like you again. You can't go back and change a stupid mistake...
Therefore I am stuck...alone...
I don't have anyone.

I know what your going to say...
"You have Justin!!!!"

Maybe I'm right, maybe im not...
I don't have telepathy to see what your thinking at all times so...yeah...

Anyway I don't have Justin.
Want to know why?

I said no to him.
I rejected him.
I doubt he's ever been rejected before...

With this being said...
He probably hates me.
Not probably...he does.

I grabbed a random hoodie and leggings out my drawer...not really caring much about what I'm grabbing...after all in color blind and for all I know I could be grabbing the most whack outfits ever that only look good in grayscale.

And of course him and i have to work together in calculus for two weeks straight.

I don't even have any supplies for this project...because Kaeli, before the lunch incident yesterday, couldn't bring me to get some supplies.

I poured dog chow into peppers food bowl, and she came yapping over excitedly, ready to eat.

I walked down into the kitchen...
My mom was standing by the counter...pouring Juice into a glass.

I'm surprised she isn't doing anything weird...

I grabbed toast and started to walk out the house, eating it.

Before I could even close the door...Aaron stormed out the house...not even looking at me as he passed by me and got into his subaru.

We live in slight poverty...yes...
How he has a Subaru you ask?
He claims he bought it...
I doubt his claim based off his money jar.

He backed out the driveway...
He looked at me...emotionless...
Just before driving away.

I sighed and started walking to school...shaking my head in disappointment...and annoyance.

The old him would have drove me to school with him...
The old him wouldn't be basically paralyzed from the neck up.
But he isnt the old him no longer.
Maybe there is a glimpse of him in there...but not all of him.