At lunch I sat with my...people...friends...I don't really know what to call them at this point, based off what happened in enrichment with Justin, gray, somehow me, and Nicole's cronie.

"I'm thinking about writing a poem for him..." Gray said, smiling ruefully, at Tiffany and Kaeli.

Where am I in this conversation?
No where.
I'm just listening.
And eating a peanut butter sandwich.

"Ooo, a love poem? Sexy." Tiffany playfully smiled, while pushing her braids back.

How the heck is a love poem sexy?
You know what...I'm not even going to bother trying to figure this out...

"Tiffany...I said hi to him today..." Gray pouted and tiffany got a super big smile...which...I don't know why...I mean Gray pouted, obviously shìt went down.

"Really?" Tiffany squealed.

"He didn't say hi back."

Tiffany frowned and started to think...

Once she thought of bullshìt, she smiled widely, "oh my lord, girl! he is so In love with you that he didn't know what to say!"

Wow...
I knew it was going to be bullshìt...but I mean that was too far...

I got out my phone and pretended to be texting someone...which I really wasnt...I was just checking my notifications and turning my phone in and off.

"Really?"

"Yeah!!"

Tiffany and Gray started squealing.

Me and Kaeli looked at each other...then slowly we looked away.

"Wait...how do I write poems?"

Oh lord...
keep your head down kenzie...
Don't pay attention to-

"Kenzie?" I heard tiffany say my name and I was therefore forced to put my phone down on the counter and to look up at them.

"Hrm??"

"How do you write poems?" Tiffany asked....doing grays job of asking.

I narrowed my eyes slightly.
"If you don't know how to write one, then don't do it."

Gray glared at me and tiffany looked shocked at my unhelpful advice.

"What? Your in a gifted math class! can't you at least help us." Tiffany looked at me.

"Math and poetry are two different things." I stated in a very annoyed tone.

"Gosh...what happened to you...you used to be so helpful..." Tiffany have me that stink eye look...that look that says you bitch I hate you so much.

Tiffany continued, "now your just...a biťch."

"What happened to you?" I snapped immediately because I have never been called such a name.

Tiffany looked pissed at my come back and she stood up...gray quickly stood up with her...which seemed to calm tiffany down a bit.
And because they're standing up, I stood up also...just to seem intimidating.

Gray rolled her eyes...and said,
"She's just jealous because she knows she'll never have a chance at love In this world...especially with someone like Justin ritch."

"Really? You'd be jealous if you did know about my love life."

They all looked confused...because everyone knows I have no love life...

Which I dont...

But when I said that...I meant it by the fault of Justin kissing me and asking me out...

I noticed that I fucked up...just saying...I mean...they're going to ask now!

I noticed a crowd forming around us...obviously we have been heard.

"I can't be bothered with this." I said while grabbing my backpack, pushing through the crowd and storming off to the restroom.

*

I stood in front of the mirror.

My hair looked a mess...it was in a sloppy ponytail...and my outfit...

It looks fine...

I studied myself more thoroughly In the mirror.

How I've been acting these past weeks...
Always annoyed at Gray...blaming her for my problems...

Does that make me jealous??

I don't even know the answer to my own question...

I don't feel...jealous...I feel annoyed.

I stood a bit taller.

I could go back out there...
And face this shít...

Or i could I hide in here all of lunch and work on my finals like a fuçking weirdo.

I narrowed my eyes at the door.

I kind of want to stay here...
But at the same time, no because that'll seem to make them happy...having me hide away.

How much longer is it until lunch ends?

I put my backpack in the counter of the sink and started searching through it for my phone.

Where the fuxk is it....

I quickly started to throw stuff out my backpack...starting to freak out as I didn't see my phone anywhere.

This went on until nothing was in my bag...not even lint...
And I couldn't find my phone.
Which was when I realised that I had never grabbed it off the table when I stormed off like a girl who can't handle her emotions!

I quickly shoved everything back into my backpack and I ran out the bathroom and back towards the table that no longer had a crowd around it.

I stopped a few feet from them when I saw Gray holding my phone reading something, Tiffany and Kaeli peeking over her shoulder...tiffany and Gray looked disgusted...and Kaeli looked concerned.

Please don't tell me they're looking at my feet photos!

Gray slowly looked up at me.
Anger filled in her eyes...
I wanted to run just incase she started throwing the flaming batons at me.

"You...and Justin are...in Math together, now?"

"Yeah..." I almost choked...

"And he asked you out and you rejected him...?" I could hear the anger rising more and more in her voice.

No way for me to lie since she's obviously going through my texts...

"Yeah..."

She was silent as she stared at my phone.

She then put my phone down on the table and looked at me...

"And you two kissed..."

This was the point in my life when I realised that I no longer have any friends.