Friday, May 17th.

Yes, i skipped all of the week because literally...nothing happened.

All the entire week Justin was staring at me every few seconds in Enrichment...you know until me and Gray noticed...and he would quickly look away.

"So...your parents won't notice your gone, right?" Gray asked, cAsUaLlY.

"Probably not..." I muttered while picking at my nails.

"Oh of course not...they dont care...So...after a school, we'll be heading to the party...right??"

Little bi-

Calm down...
Don't name call..
But I really want to.
I mean she just said my parents don't care!
Like Kaelis parents...

"Yeah...Wait no...I have to get n clothes."

"Lovely! I'll be wearing a dress, what will you wear?"

Probably something super casual that says im a no fun bitçh, leave me alone.

"I don't know...I'll have to check my wardrobe."

"OK."

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I'm currently in ELA and Tiffany won't speak to me but she's staring at me, curiously...as though she's trying to enter my head and figure out what I'm thinking about at this very moment.

I glanced at her while writing notes...she continued staring like a complete creep.

"Are you done staring at me?" I muttered while looking at her from the corners of my eyes.

"Maybe...just thinking of something."

I rolled my eyes at her comment.

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I walked out of the school quickly.

I don't even want to go to this party!

The last one ended terribly...

Well actually it started off fine, then in the middle I got beat up...and then in the ending me and Justin kissed...

I know that ending isn't terrible but what if my friends find out...
I will have no friends by the end of this school year and for the rest of high school.

I just have to make sure no one finds out.

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I walked home and quickly grabbed random clothes.

I looked in the mirror, then at pepper who was looking at me sadly.

I pet her and grabbed a dog cookie and handed it to her...which instantly cheered her up.

I havent been hanging out with Pepper much because of my studies and I guess just everything going on is just stressing n out where I forget about my pets.

I love pepper...
I'll never forget her again...

I quickly opened my window and climbed out, quickly shutting the window as Pepper jumped onto my bed and started darting toward the window.

Why did I go out the window you might ask?

Well it's because I don't want to deal with my mother interrogating me with what I'm going and-

"Dear, where are you headed?"

Well...
My plan failed.

"Kaeli's house."

"You two sure have been hanging out a lot..."

"Uh...yeah were best friends."

She nodded slowly.
"Well have fun."

I nodded and walked away, down the street.

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I don't want to go to this party...

What if something goes wrong?
Like...what if they find out about Justin's text.
Or what if the same thing from last time happens?!
What if I die?!

That last one was a bit extreme...
But it's true!!!
What if that same guy finds me and kills me!

I noticed I was hyperventilating so I quickly starts calming myself down...
Mainly because I was right in front of Kaelis house.

I gulped.
Too late to go back.

I walked up the driveway only to be scared to my death by a honking car.

I turned around and saw three laughing faces in Kaelis car.

"GUYS, WHAT THE H3LL!?" I yelled while storming over and getting into the back seat, right next to Tiffany.

"You should've saw your face!" Kaeli heaved while grasping on the steering wheel.

"You were like one of those black cats from horror movies that arch their backs up when they get scared from the smallest noise." Tiffany clapped her hands together.

"You went totally pale!" GRay laughed super hard..

"Pale? Look whose talking..." I muttered under my breath.

They slightly heard me...
Continuing to laugh but, Gray, slightly annoyed at what I said.

"Were going to party all night long!"

Lovely...
When will my funeral be?