As we all know...
Justin be that self centered piece of shit he is...
He messaged back within a few minutes.

Justin: whats up.

Me: Nothing....You?

He left me on hold for a bit.

Justin the self centered ass: Nothing...Hold up, you actually texted me...does this mean you do have feelings toward me?

I snorted and rolled my eyes.

Me: No, asshole.

Justin the bitch: Hmm...That's too fucking bad...people would actually die to be with me.

Me: why the fuck am i messaging you again?

Justin the asshole: I don't fucking know, only you know, but I can make an assumption that you do have feelings because face it...I'm hot and we kissed...

God he's so self centered it's disgusting

Me: Yeah and You need to face the fact that I'll never have feelings toward you...

I actually felt guilty after sending that last text because he didn't text back.

It's not really my nature to make people upset...
Maybe I'm rude but not so rude that I make people upset...

Wait?
What the fucking pepperoni makes me think that he's upset?!

He's not...

Why would he be?

He's the bad boy..
And bad boys don't cry.

I stood up and walked back inside.

I ran past my mom and into my bedroom.

"Dear, no running in the house!"

"Sorry mom!"

I ran and jumped on to my bed.
I held pepper close as I looked out my window.

*buzzzzzz*

I jumped at the sound of my messenger notifying me that I got a text.

I picked up my phone and opened my texts...

Is it Justin?

Nah I just had a lovely conversation with him...why TEXT me again unless he wants to call me names...

Kaeli: HI!!!!!!!!!! SORRY I DIDN'T MESSAGE BACK SOONER!!!!!! Are u ok?!

Jesus fucking christ have mercy on her soul.
For fucks sake...

Me: I'm good...all good.

Kaeli: you need to talk about something?

Me: Not anymore...

Kaeli: wanna go shopping?

Me: No my closet is practically full...

Kaeli: Goodwill here you come ;)

Me: ...

I rolled my eyes and walked out my bedroom and back into the kitchen.

I opened the fridge and grabbed an Apple and sat in one of the breakfast table chairs and took a huge bite out of it.

"So...mom...does Aaron have to abide the same rules that I do when you and father are on the cruise?" I asked, wondering how much favortism they have toward Aaron and how much discrimination and worry they have towards me and my color blindness.

My mom just stood there cleaning the pan that was used to make the pancakes.

She looked at me then the pan.

"Ahem??" I said loudly when she ignored me.

"No, he is older...so I trust him to be in charge of the house."

Seriously?
Me and Aaron are only a year apart...and I honestly have way more maturity and intelligence than him...

I wouldn't ever throw a party but I bet he will!
But they trust him...

What do I expect though?
Science shows that parents prefer their first child...and I'm the second child that is color blind so therefore it's even worse for me.

"Mhmm...Okay..." I muttered while starting to get up and walk off.

I'm honestly offended...
I should be the one put in charge..
I have better grades than Aaron! They at least trust one of my friends unlike him, they don't trust any of them!

"Its not that we dont trust you, Kenzie, it's just...he's-"

"Not color blind? Yeah I totally understand." I snapped, turns back around facing my mother.

"Kenzie..."

"No need to explain yourself mom, i totally understand your reasoning!" I said seconds before walking away and back into my bedroom, leaving my mom there dumbfounded.

I sat in my wheelie chair and started doing homework.