"Why's there so much drama?" I question Gracie. She just shrugs and continues looking at her phone. "Ashton has been avoiding me like the plague, I swear Gerard is trying to spend every waking- and sleeping- second with me. And everyone isn't hanging out as much. AND THERES SO MUCH DAMN HOMEWORK."
"Same." I collapse on Gracie's bed. "Go dramatically fall on your own bed." Gracie says, pushing me off. I fall to the floor and stay there. "Just so you know there's a guy walking in."
"I don't care unless they got a weapon and want a fight." Then I whisper "where's that godamn knife."
"Abby!"
"Hey umm sorry wrong room, but do you happen to know where Gerard is?" I instantly sit up.
"Oh you weren't joking." Gracie roles her eyes. "Yeah? Whose looking for him?" I look the guy up and down. He's really short. Like my height short. He has black hair and almost yellow eyes... "Frank!" I shout as he says his name at a normal volume. I jump up and hug him.
"Umm yeah?"
"It's Abby!"
"I haven't seen you since Gerard fucked up! Does that mean... Have you forgiven him?" Frank says almost hopefully.
"Kinda..." I trail off. He was or is Gerard's best friend. To be honest, I had a crush on him before I had one on Gerard. I laugh a little nervously. He's perfect. He really is. But that intimidates me. I have to pick out flaws in people I have to. But I can't in him. And I really couldn't deal with that. But Gerard was more perfect. And he had his flaws but I was at least okay with most of them. Still am. Eww that was soppy. Knock it off abby.
"Abby!"
"Gracie." I look at the door to see Ashton, Michael, Calum, and Luke standing there with two guitars, a bass, and a box. "We wrote this for you." Michael says with a cool grin while Ashton looks shy. Calum and Luke look indifferent to be honest. Michael looks at Gracie the entire time as they perform a song called Mrs All American. It's really sweet. Then Ashton looks up at me. Oh no.
"This one is for you Abby. It's called Heartbreak Girl." I freeze up. Before they even start the song I run out. "Wait Abby!" I hear Ashton behind me. Nahuh. I sprint. I guess Field Hockey payed off after all. I run into the woods. Cause that's smart with my sense of direction and observation skills. "ABBY!" The voice starts to fade as I run farther into the woods. I come to an immediate stop.
"Fuck..." I curse slowly. I make a small circle. I have no idea where I am. My phone is back in the dorm room charging. "Fuck fuck fuck fuckity duck." I keep spinning slowly getting faster. Then I fall. I remain on the ground. "I'm so stupid." I mutter, thinking out loud for some reason. I curl up against a tree. "Why?"