Dear Boy Who Will Never Notice Me,

I need to say all the things that have been polluting my heart. I love you. I love you when I don't want to. I wish I could forget you, but every love song, every couple, and every romance movie reminds me of you. It reminds me of how much I want to hold your hand and kiss you. You don't even see me as a friend, but I doubt that would make it hurt less if you did. I have been here since the begining, but I bet you couldn't point me out in a crowd. I always want things I can't have and I've never wanted a boy more. Everytime we text or talk, I find myself fantasizing about you confessing to me, but it is just that: a fantasy. Our conversations might not be important to you, but they mean the world to me. I wish I could say its your girlfriend keeping us apart, but I know you will never see me as more than just a girl you went to school with. She doesn't even see me as a threat. I couldn't steal you if I wanted to. To be honest, I really hate loving you the way I do. But anyways, that's all the filth from my heart. I LOVE YOU.

Sincerely,

the girl who's always staring at you