I guess you could say I'm better.
Or maybe I'm just smothering the flame.
Hiding it
For weeks on end
Until I can release the blaze.

I'll wait.
Just sit here,
Waiting for infinity.
Maybe that's better.
Maybe that's why I seem better.

I'm too scared of change to allow the good in my life.

A/n gahhh does anyone know the feeling of waiting for therapy because you had to miss it bc u were busy and people didn't think you needed it that badly? Well it sucks
JUST LEMME HAVE THERAPY EVERY WEEK LIKE NORMAL, YOU DIABOLICAL TURD-FACED LAWS
*inhale*
*exhale*
I'm fine