sorry

sorry

i'm so sorry

sorry for existing

sorry for hurting you

sorry for being an imposter among those who belong.

sorry for hypocritically going against my own rules morality.

they say it's fine

but it's not.

i'm sorry

endlessly sorry

however unnecessary you may think it is.

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a/n I portrayed this terribly but this is once again about my experiences with obsessive thoughts. One type that I have is the taboo one. Idk how to explain it to someone who doesn't have it but for me it's about ethical-ness of an action. Like if I do something that I consider unethical then its rly bad and all I know is that I can't do it. Like if I see someone outside, I need to make sure they crossed the street safely. Or I'm worried about doing something mean. 

if anyone is looking for wattpad recomendations, here ya go:

poetry- Poems of the Lost by LoveandGelato123

young adult realistic fictiony stuff- The Suicide Hotline by ItsAllAsh, Anxiety Attack by 11tay99

pjo/hp fanfics- When Myths Meet Magic (series) by yournormalpjofangirl

sorry for the long a/n lol I think everyone skipped it and yet I still write these what am I doing with my life