Sometimes, I cry as tears flow down my cheeks.
A pillow to stuff my mouth,
Succeeding in making muffling sounds.
Cause I don't want anyone to hear my painful shouts.

Sitting alone in the dark,
Listening to sad songs,
Playing in the background.
I cry alone in this pitch-black darkness,
Because no one can see my tears in this darkness.
Because I don't wanna show my tears to anyone.
Because I don't wanna show how much I'm hurting.
Because I don't wanna hurt my loved ones.

Tears flow down my eyes,
While my eyes have no emotion in them.
Only tears flow continuously,
While I lay down frozen here.
And my eyes glued to one spot.
As emptiness takes over my soul,
And numbness takes over my body.

Sometimes, I'm angry.
Too angry,
That I try to hurt myself to vent out my anger,
Because I don't have the courage to show my rage to anyone.

Life is messed up,
Messed up so bad.
That sometimes it hurts so much,
That I become completely void of any emotion.

If only anyone could understand my tears,
What they want to say?
Why they flow continuously?
If only anyone could understand my anger,
Why I feel this much rage?
Why I try to hurt myself here?

I've heard that pain demands to be felt.
But it affects too much sometimes,
That no matter how many strong medicines I try,
Is never enough to cure this pain of mine.

The problem is that I think too much,
My mind explodes when I think limitlessly.
That sometimes, it feels like I'm going insane.
Because of these dark thoughts,
That clouds my mind.
And the tears threatening to fall,
That clouds my eyes.

So, at times like these,
I cry in the darkness, at night.
The night that tortures me in every possible way.
While there's no escape door to be seen at this rate.
The night that is full of terrors,
And my eyes full of tears.

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Here's another poem written by me y'all❣❣

I hope you all like it💜

Do tell me if there's any mistake to be corrected🙂

Stay Safe, Stay Hydrated🌈
Love, Sam💜