y'know honestly

if i'm not being ironic on the internet or whatever

i really do despise my actions and personality. 

i wish i liked myself more and i wish i had the effort to capitalize things while typing on the computer

but whatever, y'know? life goes on whether i like myself of not. 

not going to end it. just gotta see where it goes. maybe one day my siblings will like me more and i wont be annoying to my friends. it's  chill. im dealin,' and some days are better than others.

in the wise words of avicii: "i may not be the best, but i'm far from the worst."

we'll just see how it all goes!