so, when your throat hurts from crying so hard and you're suffocating at every breath
make your hot chocolate, and write down your ache, and listen to your music until it feels better

but, most importantly, forgive yourself
because there's only one of you
there's only that one fucked up and rare mind of yours
and, trust me, someday, you'll stumble across someone who will see saturn's rings emanating from you
and you'll become the sun of their solar system