7 August 2017

Hey guys! Do you know what the date above means? It's Wanna One's Debut date, which means it's finally their Debut Anniversary! 😄 😄 😄

Ha, Na, Dul, Set! All I Wanna Do, Wanna One! Annyeonghasaeyeo, Wanna One Imnida!

Now, I might get a little sappy along this special chapter so bear with me. But if you don't wanna cry then please don't read or watch, I don't want to force anyone to feel sad.

I've loved Wanna One since Produce 101 Season 2, so basically it's been more than a year for me loving and following the boys. I actually fell in love with them because of their personality and I for some reason could relate to all of them, each and every member. Before Wanna One, I was so insecure with myself that I couldn't even look at myself in the mirror. I was obese when I was young and I still do have skincare problems cause I was born with skin problems and have a weird feature in between my nose and lips. At school was the worst as boys would always verbally bully me because of my looks, size and skin problems. I would always tell myself that I'm not important, I don't deserve to be love, I hate myself, no boy would ever fall for me or love me, I'm not pretty or beautiful, but when I watched Produce 101, it changed.

I started watching how each and every member cried and I would cry with them, I started to see I wasn't alone.

Jisung being so surprised at his own talent and people giving him compliments at talents that he didn't know he had. Sungwoon and Minhyun competing as they thought that it's their last chance to reach for their dreams.

Seongwoo showing how happy he is on the outside when on the inside his worried and scared that people won't see his talent and just thought that his a goofy good looking guy.

Jaehwan saying that he was going to be eliminated cause he wasn't good enough yet in the end got rank 4.

Daniel who worked hard on showing his talent on the show and finally got no. 1 when he always got bottom rank when in group evaluations during the starting of the competition.

Jihoon showing how much he has grown since he was last scene on television(since he was a child actor when he was a kid.), in the competition and has shown not just his talents and skills but also his cool and cute charms.

Woojin (& Jinyoung) are literally the dark horses in the group. Woojin's original ranking was rank 72 and his last one he got rank 6!(I think I cried the most when him, Daehwi and Jisung were called as the top 11)

Jinyoung showed how insecure he was to dance and sing but his improvement really shooked not just me, but all National Producers I bet. He couldn't even look at the judges faces when they were talking to him during auditions and he was so unconfident to sing Nayana cause he thought he couldn't reach the high note. In the end, he was the center for the final's performance, Hands On Me.

Daehwi really got me crying when I found out netizens were actually saying that he didn't deserve to become the center just because he was ugly, I wanted to cry everytime he came on stage with a bright smile but on the inside, who knows what he was going through. I wanted to cry when he heard his name cause he was so surprised that he made it and my goodness his best friend(Jeon Somi) crying tears of joy with him, I just couldn't contain it.

Guanlin really showed how much he wanted to be in Top 11, at first during the re-evaluation, I thought that he was giving up too easily on the Nayana dance, but seeing him in Never, watching how much passion he put in really made me root for him.

Ever since they were made, I actually felt so inspired, I started exercising by dancing to their songs. I started throwing all of the things that reminded me about how ugly I felt when I wear it, started learning how to take care of my looks, trying to love myself, avoid things and people that makes me feel angry and sad. I started looking for outfits and styles that suit me instead of always thinking that I only deserved to wear T-shirts and Jeans with Baggy Jackets cause I always thought that nothing works on me as I'm too fat and should just look plain and invisible. It made me feel good on the inside and out as throwing out those things was like clutters that I didn't need in my life and most importantly I smile a lot now. I was actually surprised to check that I had lost about 20kg till now from when I first started!

Wanna One really made me feel good about myself and though they don't know me(though I wish they do), I really hope they know how much they've changed and inspired my life and that I love them for always making me and other Wannables' days bright and sunny with their songs, goofy smiles and out of this world but amazing personalities. I hope Wannables and Wanna One will Never be divided, Promise that we will Always stay Gold , cause we're Nothing Without each other and that,

Wanna One+Wannables=To Be One(Undivided)

Now, let's not cry too much, Wanna One wouldn't want to see us sad or cry. Saranghae Wanna One And Wannable Family~ 💞😇❤️😄💖

P.S I'm sorry if this isn't much for Wannables cause I'm not that creative so I just did what I felt that was in my heart and mind.😇