Taehyung's P.O.V

~Next Morning~

'DING!' a damn text in the early morning. 'Wish I could just throw it outta window'

I groaned and rubbed my eyes as I tried to wake up.

'Nah...just few minutes more' I told myself and tossed to the other side but I froze when something soft and warm brushed against my bare chest. I slid one eye barely open and got completely shock at the sight. A girl was sleeping soundly next to me with my hands wrapped around her waist.

'What happened last night? Did I hurt her?' Tension started to run down my nerves. I closed my eyes in a guilt, trying to recall what happened last night. I could only get few glimpses and that explained a lot.

'SHIT! '

I looked down at the girl and my head bumped right away as I saw her blanket has gone a little below her cleavage. My face started heating up as I released my hands from her waist and covered her from the blanket with my squeezed eyes.

'Who's this? She seems to be a new one' I thought as I carefully brushed her hair off her face. I froze at the spot.

' WTF Y/N? '

I quickly jumped off the bed.

' I thought I dropped her home last night '

I took few steps backwards in the hope of this being a one big dream but my feet stepped on something and I knew it was the end of my hopes. I averted my gaze to the floor and found y/n's clothes at my feet. My guilt doubled as I picked them and placed them on the near by couch but  then I noticed how badly they were stripped.

I face palmed myself and started stepping towards my wardrobe.

' Should I pay for her clothes? ' I scratched my head as I stole a glance at her.

Her hair was ruffled and her pink lips were slightly open. Light sunlight was brazing her bare face. Her skin wasn't perfect as there were some tiny visible pores here and there and maybe few pimples too. But still she looks very charming and pleasant.

' She looks like a winter bear, sleeping so happily ' A smile ran over my lips.

I slowly went through my wardrobe making sure to not make any noise and wake her up. I took a small glance at her again.

'Hmm..light green seems to be really nice on her' I thought as I chose her my light green sweater since the weather is a little cold outside. I placed it next to her destroyed clothes and slowly reached to my phone beside her pillow.

" NOOOO! PLEASE DON'T! "

I was completely thrown off by her sudden scream.

" I know it's not your fault " She murmured.

" A nightmare" I sighed as I sat next to her.

I observed her face which was about to cry. Even before I could notice, my hands were already stroking her hair very gently. Her twitched lips turned to a little smile making her squeeze my pillow.

Out of the blue, a fluffy thing bounced against my feet and started licking my feet making me wiggle in tickle.

"Woof!" A wide smile appeared on my face as I picked up my doggy with a high speed wagging little tail.

" Good morning Yeontan~" I whispered to his little ears and cuddled him. His little paws touching my face in light taps.

"Now please be quiet and don't wake her up, ok?" I said to him as he stared at me with his sparkly eyes and moved his little paws very playfully.

"Let's go get you some milk" I took him and stepped towards the kitchen.

I grabbed a bottle of milk from the fridge and poured some in yeontan's  bowl, where he started to drink it really happily.

I sat on the dinning table and started to read the text I received early in the morning as the maids started setting the breakfast. It wasn't a text but a notification about a headline in breaking news.

My breath hitched as I read the title. Part of me refused to read further details but the other part forced me to keep on going.

 Each and every word in the news stabbed right through my heart. I couldn't believe this.... All this time I was cursing them for their fake promises and their selfish souls but now...my heart was stinging in the poisonous taste of betrayal from the ones who covered their true faces behind masks and destroyed my whole fucking life.How bad can I feel when despite their drama, my senses didn't trust them but still....like an idiot, I trusted them in blindness of their kindness which was just a part of their evil scheme. It is now I understand, that a mask is not to disguise who you are....but to show who you really are.

I slammed the glass of milk in front of me on the wall and threw everything which came in to my hand..cups, saucers, vases , Rubik's cube and everything! I don't wanna see anything anymore!

My rage was over flowing as I felt millions of knives sinking through my flesh. My fists were balled and strong as iron but blood was trickling down. My physical pain is no match for my internal bleeding.

" Get lost y'all before I end you right here! "

I screamed at the maids who were watching me with their helpless faces as they stumbled away as soon as possible. Yeontan was curled in to a ball under the table. I'm sorry yeontan, I really am.

I barged into my room and went into the bathroom.

I saw my bloody reflection in the mirror; my red face with with streaming eyes and messy black hair, just a simple image of a pathetic creature deserved to suffer from all the dark hateful blessings of the cruel world.

I punched the mirror over and over again until pieces of it stained in my blood lay beneath my feet. I observed it in silence as a smirk crept on my lips.

This strangely happy feeling when I see blood...it makes me feel comfortable, elated and crave more for it.

I stared at my shattered reflection from the broken pieces of mirror.

I bit my lower lip hardly and soon it was pierced and blood was dripping drop by drop. I licked my lips and savored the fresh taste of blood. I hummed and nodded to myself.

" I am not ready to obey all the rules, do I? " I let out a small chuckle.

I kicked on a piece of mirror which flew and crashed against the wall.

" Cuz I can't miss all the fun "

HOPE Y'ALL ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER~ 

And sorry it was a late update T-T

Anyways.... STAY TUNED FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER~