nineteen

the next day everything was completely different compared to before.

changbin didn't talk to chan, but he tried talking to hyunjin who wasn't talking to him.

every time he saw him he tried to talk to him, he'd apologize every time but hyunjin wouldn't talk back.

he knew it's what he deserved though.

"come on hyunjin... please... I'm so so sorry"

hyunjin still doesn't say anything and whispers to minho what to say.

"he said how do I not know it's not you being fake like you always were?"

"I'm not faking this! I really am sorry..."

"he said to stop trying because he had all of these feelings for you and he doesn't want them back just to be heartbroken again"

"I'll never do it again hyunjin! can you at least try to forgive me? I... just... I don't love chan anymore..."

"he asked then why did you still go after him?"

"at first I did but then we started going out and it's been so much fun! I never would've gotten over chan if it wasn't for you and I never would've felt this way... I'm so sorry..."

"he doesn't understand why you'd still try and go for chan yesterday"

"I don't know really... I've never had this love thing figured out"

"he said when you figure it out he doesn't want to be a part of it" hyunjin walks away while changbin stands there with tears in his eyes.
























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"you know... don't hate me but I'm starting to think maybe changbin is actually being honest" felix says to hyunjin.

"I don't care"

"yes you do" minho says. "I was able to see it when he tried talking to you"

"whatever I'm still not gonna talk to him"

when hyunjin goes to walk out of the school, changbin was there it looked like he was waiting.

he sighs and walks out of the school.

"hyunjin!"

"stop bothering him" chan says to changbin. "he's hurt and you're making things worse by talking to him"

hyunjin whispers to minho again.

"he said to leave him alone"

"I can't! I... want to be with you..."

"he said that chan was your first love, and it doesn't matter because he's not important to you because now things are different since you're honest with chan about your feelings for him but not him" hyunjin walks away.

"no... hyunjin... no... you are" hyunjin stops but keeps his back towards him. "you're my first love... I've been trying to tell you that I love you too"

"yeah right" hyunjin finally speaks to him.

changbin walks closer to him and looks into his eyes.

"I do love you!" changbin kisses him. "I love your smile, I love it when you're dramatic, I love your laugh, I love how kind you are, I love it when you get embarrassed because it's the cutest thing in the world! I even love it when you fucking say my name! please... believe me on this one..."

"you're so adorable" hyunjin kisses him this time. "don't ever fucking use me again seo changbin"

"never" they kiss again and minho smiles at them before clapping. chan, felix, and jisung were also watching from afar.

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