Class over for the day
1:15 p.m.

You couldn't stop thinking about Yanan.

After all, you never really did tell him about the whole "You and Yoongi" situtation.

All you were able to say was, "I'm sorry..."

You lay down on your bed, staring at your phone, hesistating the moment he'd text you.

You got nervous when you felt your phone buzz from on your pillow.

You picked it up slowly and looked at what the buzzing was all about.

It was a text from Yanan.

That was the last thing you wanted.

Relunctantly, you picked up your phone and read his message.

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Yanan 😔

Yanan 😔
y/n, what do you mean you're sorry? is everything okay??
1:17 p.m.

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You re-read his message over and over until you couldn't take it anymore.

Here goes nothing. Today's the day I lose Yanan...

Yanan 😔

You:
yanan, no, it's definitely not okay.
1:17 p.m.

Yanan 😔
why won't you just tell me?
1:17 p.m.

You:
because...i don't wanna hurt you.
1:17 p.m.

Yanan 😔
what do you mean?
1:17 p.m.

You:
....
1:18 p.m.

You:
yanan, that night at the party, yoongi took my virginity...
1:18 p.m.

Yanan 😔
WHAT?? Y/N, WHY WOULD YOU DO AND HIM DO THAT?!
1:18 p.m.

You:
yanan, i'm so so sorry...
1:18 p.m.

Yanan 😔
you couldn't say that you loved me after all this time but you slept with yoongi—your ex??
1:18 p.m.

Yanan 😔
that's cold, y/n.
1:18 p.m.

You:
yanan, pls dont be mad. i am so sorry.
1:19 p.m.

Yanan 😔
don't be mad?? i'm WAAY past mad! i'm hurt. i thought you liked me, y/n.
1:18 p.m.

You:
yanan, i do.
1:18 p.m.

Yanan 😔
no, y/n, you obviously don't. or else you wouldn't have done that. and there's no point in loving someone who just hurts me.
1:19 p.m.

Yanan 😔
i don't want to talk to or see you anymore, y/n. smh
1:19 p.m.

You:
yanan, no! please don't do this.
1:19 p.m.

//This user has blocked you//

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You throw your phone down on the bed and cry into your pillow.

You had to do it. You had to tell him the truth.

Maybe this wasn't meant to last...

You let out a frustrated groan.

"Y/N, what in the hell is wrong with you?" Kimmi asks while walking in and leaning against the door.

You turn away from her and wipe the tears brimming in your eyes.

"Nothing. I'm fine, Kimmi. You can go," you wave your hand in a way that'd get her to leave.

She walks over to sit on your bed and looks at you.

"No you're not. Tell me, Y/N."

You wipe your eyes while looking down at your bed.

"Y–Yanan hates me. And it's all because of a mistake I made."

She tilts her head in confusion.

"What did you do?"

You look into her eyes and sigh.

"Yoongi and I had sex..."

She gasps and holds a hand over her mouth.

"Y/N!! Why would you do that??"

"I know, Kimmi. No need to yell. I seriously messed up. I just told Yanan and now he hates me," you sigh as you flop back down onto your pillow, staring at the ceiling.

"Y/N, you know Yanan is madly in love with you. Of course he's mad. I believe you did the right thing by telling him. If he truly loves you, he'll forgive you. But it'll take some time," she says while smiling faintly at you.

You cross your hands over your chest and sigh.

"Yeah..."

She rubs your shoulder and walks out of the room.

You look back at your phone and then sigh.

I can't just lay here and sulk...

I'm going to go get some ice cream.

Then I'll sulk.

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Yanan

I shove my phone in my pocket and lay against the couch.

How could she do that to me? I thought she really liked me!

I guess maybe Yoongi and her'll always share a special bond that her and I will never have...

"Hey, Yanan, what's wrong?" Hui asks while ruffling my hair.

I swat his hand away and groan.

"I don't want to talk about it, Hui. I want to be alone, right now," I announce.

He sits down on the couch next to me and looks at me.

"Yanan, what's wrong, dude? Tell me."

I rest my head in my hands and close my eyes.

"Apparently, Y/N and her ex-boyfriend had sex that night at the party. And she waited until now to tell me."

He runs a hand through his hair and sighs.

"Wow. That's so not like Y/N."

I shake my head at that statement.

"I guess we don't know Y/N that well," I say as I get up and head to my room.

"Oh, Hui?"

"Hm?"

"Don't tell E'Dawn. I don't want anybody else getting hurt by Y/N."

He holds a thumbs up as I walk up to my room and shut the door, sliding by back against it.

Why, Y/N?

Why?

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The next day
No classes for the day
12:25 p.m.

Y/N

'I don't want to talk you or see you anymore, Y/N...'

You take another bite out of your favorite flavored ice cream and sigh.

Kimmi's Outfit Of The Day:

"Y/N, you need to eat something other than just ice cream. It's not healthy," Kimmi says as she walks into the kitchen and grabs her water bottle.

You groan as you slam the ice cream down onto the table and pick up the pack of cookies you opened yesterday.

She rolls her eyes at you as you take a huge bite out of a cookie.

"Are you going to go work out?" You ask as you cut the TV on.

"Mhm. You should join me, Ms. Junk Food Eater," She says while grabbing her keys off of the counter.

"Eh, I think I'll pass."

She walks over to you and tugs on your arm.

"C'mon, Y/N! You need to get up and get some fresh air," she whines.

"If I wanted fresh air, I could've opened a window," you respond.

She groans. "Y/N, let's go. It'll help you get your mind off of Yanan."

You give up and just decide to go with her.

Y/N's Outfit Of The Day:

"I'm ready," you groan.

She smiles at you. "Alright, let's go!"

When she's not looking, you reach for a cookie.

"Hey, we're supposed to workout out, not pig out!" She yells while slapping your hand so that you'd drop the cookie.

You rubbed your wrist and pouted.

"Fine, let's go."

She cuts of the TV as you grab your phone.

You hold the door open for her as she walks out.

She does a small curtsy while closing and locking the door, causing you to roll your eyes.

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Once you guys got back from the gym, you were all worn out and sweaty.

You unzipped your hoodie and collapsed onto the couch.

Kimmi walked into the kitchen and grabbed water bottles for the both of you.

"Kimmi, remind me to never workout with you again," you pant as you catch the bottle Kimmi throws at you.

She sucks her teeth at you. "It wasn't that bad."

You look at her like she just said something crazy.

Because she did.

"Are you nuts? I've never worked out that hard in my entire life!"

"But aren't you a dancer? Dancers are supposed to stay fit, fatty," she chuckles while smacking your stomach and walking into her room.

You roll your eyes and reach for the TV remote but you're too sore to grab it.

So you just lay there. "Kimmi, can you turn the TV on for me?" You whine.

"Y/N, stop being lazy and turn it on yourself!" She responds from in her room.

You suck your teeth and relunctantly sit up.

You groan in slight pain as you sucessfully grab the remote.

You plop back down onto the couch and flick through the channels until you settle on a show.

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"Shen Oppa~"

"Yuri?"

"Do you want to walk me home?"

"No, you can walk home by yourself, Yuri-ah. Stop being a baby."

"But...I want you—"

"W–What?!"

"—to walk me home. Please? C'mon, I'll even ask eomma to make you some of your favorite tea since it's cold."

"...Fine. Let's go, idiot."

"Hey, stop ruffling my hair!"

"You're so cute, Yuri."

"Tell me something I don't know."

"Cocky much?"

"Heh. Sorry, Shen."

"Whatever. Let's go, it's cold out here."

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You smile at how cute Yuri and Shen's relationship is, but deep down inside, it was making you miss Yanan all over again.

You took your phone and called the one person who'd help you the most.

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"Chu-Chu?"

"Y/N, how are you dear?"

"Not so good. Can I come over?"

"Awe. Of course, dear."

"Thank you, Chu-Chu. I'll see you in a second."

"Okay. Bye bye, sweetheart."

"Bye, eomma."

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You cut your phone off and put it in your pocket.

"Kimmi, I'll be right back!" You yell as you cut the TV off and grab your keys.

"Okay! See you when you get back!" She yells back.

You walk out and lock the door before skipping down the stairs and walking to your car.

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You park your car and walk into the building, climbing up the stairs until you reached her apartment.

You knocked on the door and smiled.

It's been so long since you've last been here.

You hear someone unlock the door.

"Y/N!" She yells as she pulls you into a very welcoming hug.

You hug her back and lay your head on your shoulder.

"Oh, Chu-Chu, I needed your hug more than ever, just now," you say.

She rubs your back. "Awe, Y/N. Are you hungry? I just made pizza."

You pull away from her hug and nod.

I ran on a tredmill for five minutes! That's some hard work right there.

And hard work deserves to be rewarded.

In this case, my reward is Chu-Chu's pizza.

You and her walk inside and you were amazed on how the apartment managed to look the same after all this time.

The living room was still as cozy as it was before.

The kitchen, still tidy.

You walked further down into the apartment and went to check out your old room.

You looked at the wall by your closet and saw the markings of your height over the years was still up there.

You ran your hand over it and took one last look at the room before you walked back into the kitchen.

Chu-Chu just finished heating up the pizza and putting it on a plate for you.

"Here you go, dear. Eat up," she says while placing the plate in front of you and pinching your cheek.

You thank her and dig into the deliciously looking pizza.

"Mmm. Chu-Chu, this pizza is really good," you manage to say with a mouth full of pizza.

She smiles at you and pours juice for the both of you into two cups.

"So, Y/N, what's gotten you so upset?" She asks as she sets the cups on the table and sits down at the table in front of you.

You wipe your face off with a napkin and dust your hands off.

"Well, it's a lot to explain, Chu-Chu."

"It's mostly just about Yoongi. He and I...um–" You pause out of embarrassment.

She's practically your mother!

Telling her that you and him slept together would be so embarrassing!

You opened your mouth but no words came out. It would just be too weird if you told her.

"Y/N, are you trying to tell me that you and Yoongi had sex?"

You were shocked. But still nodded your head yes.

She began to laugh. "Y/N, you don't have to be scared to tell me. Believe me, when I was your age, I did the same thing. And it was actually quite pleasant."

You were suddenly disgusted. She was way too old to be telling you things like that.

You waved your hands in front of you to get her to stop.

"Chu-Chu, stop being weird. That's just not right. You're too old to tell me things like that. Yuck," you shiver in disgust as you take another bite out of your pizza.

"Sorry. But anyways, what does that have to do about you being upset?"

You take a sip of your juice. "There's this guy. His name is Yanan. And he's in love with me. I want to feel the same way about him but Yoongi'll always hold a special place in my heart, even if I don't want him to."

"And I just recently told him about Yoongi and I sleeping together and he got really mad. He told me he loved me but the sad thing was I couldn't say the same to him. And now, he shut me out. And I that's why I'm here. I need advice, comfort, or something."

Chu-Chu lets out a deep sigh and looks at you.

"Y/N, I really think that Yanan has a reason to be mad. So don't get yourself upset about that. I think what you should do is give him time. You said that he loves you. And if he really does, he'll forgive you. True love always finds a way."

(A/N: Heh I'm so 🌽-y)

You sigh at her advice.

Although that's not what you wanted to hear, she was right.

Yanan obviously is mad at you, right now.

And the best thing to do when someone is mad at you is to give them space.

"Thank you, Chu-Chu."

She smiled at you. "Okay, so what else is going on in the Complicated Life of Y/N?"

You roll your eyes at her and smile.

"Okay, so..."

You kick of your shoes and tell her all the juicy gossip and stuff going on in your life.

[A/N]
Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!
See you later, my fluffies! ☁