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you sat on the floor with a knife that was broken in half from anger. wanting to use the sharp edge to cause some damage to your body.

"y/n please." you hear his soft voice under the door of your room. you laid your head back harshly, feeling a sharp pain go through your body.

tears poured out of your eyes as you pretend to break apart his voice but nothing worked. there was red pouring from your palms making you look down, you felt nothing?

"c-colby" you broke the silence in pure anxiety from what you've done.

you opened the door slowly with your bloody hand feeling faint. he looked at you before seeing the blood on the white door.

"baby- y/n oh my god what happened." he begged as he held onto your almost limp body.

"i don't k-know. i'm so sorry. i.. i cant. i couldn't." you cried out quietly. he held your hand before pushing you into the bathroom grabbing a towel to keep it pressed on.

"look at me." he said, with his free hand holding up your chin. "you're safe with me. you're so safe with me baby." he tried to beg you to listen to him.

"but they-" you looked at him with red eyes, referring to old friends.

"they don't mean shit, y/f/n. they hurt you, they ruined you. look what they did to you." he cried out for you to hear him.

you pushed your body against him in pure emotional pain. he wrapped his one open arm over you holding you closer than he ever had.

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