There was a party at my ex-boyfriend's house. And of course, I was going to go. Not just because I missed him, like a lot. But because my best friend Kat was going because her boyfriend was one of the hosts. Colby and I broke up about 3 months ago. And according to Sam he's been acting out. Getting angrily easily, not leaving his room unless necessary. They are all worried about him. I decided that I was going to make sure if he was okay tonight. Kat and I were wearing the same dress, but hers was in red and mine was in blue. They came to about mid-thigh and had thin straps. We didn't drive as we knew that drinking was on the table. Especially for me.

We walked through the front door to be met with a lot of sweaty bodies and loud music.

"Holy crap." I said. They haven't had a party this big in a while.

"Y/n!" someone yelled over the music. I turned around too see David Dobrik. My high school best friend.

"oh my god!" I said going up to hug him.

"Its been too long." He said loudly enough for me to hear him

"I know. How come you're here?" I asked

"You know, got to get that content." He laughed

"Is Zane and Heath her?" I asked. When I first started hanging with David I became really good friends with Zane and Heath. But after I started to date Colby and moved into the Trap House, I didn't see them as much.

"Yeah they are over there." David said as he pointed towards the kitchen

"I'll see you around." I smiled

'See you later." He smiled. I made my way over to the boys

"Baby!!" they both yelled at me in their iconic voices everyone knows.

"Heyyyyyyyy." I smiled as I hugged them both.

"Baby girl you are looking hot tonight." Heath said as he took another sip of whatever he was drinking

"Why thank you. How about you get me something to drink." I said as he pulled me over to the mixes of drinks.

"What can I get you my darling." Zane asked me

"Surprise me" I said

"Here." He passed me a drink. I had no idea what was in it.

I took a sip and I burned my throat, but it also tasted really good

"Jesus. I can't tell if that good or bad." I laughed

"Who cares baby. Drink that shit before talking to your guy." Heath said as he pointed at a lonely looking Colby.

"Okay." I took a breath before downing the whole thing.

"Bloody hell." Zane said

"Okay, here goes nothing." I said as I began walking over to Colby. But before I could reach him a girl walked over to him and sat next to him. She smiled and played with hair. Before I knew it, they were both going up the stairs.

I didn't feel sad. Instead I felt angry. At myself more than anything.

"I'm sorry y/n" someone said next to me. I looked to see Kat

"Nah, just gives me more of a reason to drink more." I said as I walked back to the kitchen.

"Another one of whatever you put in my cup last time" I said to Zane

"Why, y/n what happened?" Heath asked while Zane mixed the drinks together.

"Not right now Heath." I said as I grabbed the drink and walked outside. Hardly anyone was out here. Only a few, either because they were smoking or done with the heat from inside. I looked around and didn't see anyone I talked too. So I walked over to the pool and took my shoes of. I sat there with my feel dipped in the pool. I took more and more swigs of my drink. Minding my own business

"Hey..." I turned around too see no one I had ever seen before

"Hi." I said blankly. Not really wanting to talk to anyone right now.

"Are you okay?" he asked

"Dandy." I said sarcastically.

"Name's Chris." He said as he sat next to me

"Look, I'm not a nasty person, but tonight I've had two of these which probably contains about 3 or 4 different mixes. I'm going to politely tell you to go away." I said feeling more and more heart broken by the minute. Why did I ever think it was a good idea to break up with Colby.

"Well you seem like you need some company." He said smiling at me

"Not really. If I wanted company I would be with my friends." I said taking the last galp of my drink. I then tried standing up, but I almost fell over. Luckily Chris caught me.

"I'm guessing you're a bit of a light weight?" He laughed

"Yeah, you could say that." I said as I walked through the house. This time I decided to find something not as strong but will keep me drunk.

"Are you sure you want to keep drinking?" Chris asked. I turned around to talk to him but instead I saw the girl that followed Colby upstairs, soon after he came down.

"Yeah, I really think I should." I said as I changed my mind and instead I grabbed the bottle of vodka sitting in the pile of drinks.

"Wow. Are you sure?" he asked me

"Please just bog off." I said as I walked away from him. I took a few sips of the disgusting spirit. It burned like hell and made me want to be sick. But I kept drinking it.

"Y/n" someone said

"Aaron" I smiled

"Are you okay?" he asked me

"Why does everyone think I'm not okay today?" I asked

"Because you're not that much of a drinker yet you have a whole bottle of vodka in your hand." Aaron said

"Okay smart ass. Why don't you think I'm okay?" I said

"Something to do with Colby?" he guessed

"Bingo." I said as again I walked away. This time I went upstairs. I walked over to Colby and Sam's bathroom and locked myself in it. I sat on the side and kept drinking the vodka.

After some time, someone knocked on the door.

"Hey, are you don't in there?" someone yelled

"Piss off. Can't you see that I'm busy?" I yelled

"Come on." He said again

"You know that there is more than one bathroom, right?" I slurred as the drink began taking an effect on me

"Whatever bitch." They said through the door.

"What did you just call me?" I asked as I opened the door to reveal the girl Colby brought to his room.

"Girl you look a state." She said. Her hair was dark and her figure was small. Over all very pretty. But a bitch

"Thanks but I don't need you're input of how I look." I said as I walked past her.

"Your Colby's ex. Aren't you?" she asked

"Yeah and what's that to you?" I asked as I stopped and turned to face her.

"Well I thought you should know that I think he's over you. I think he is in to me. Especially after what we did tonight." She smirked

"Good for you." I smiled as I began walking down the stairs but, to met half way with Colby.

"Y/n" he began

"I think that skank you shagged earlier is waiting for you." I smiled as I walked past him.

"Y/n" he said again as he ran after me

Instead of talking to him I ignored him.

"Hey Chris." I said as I saw the familiar face

"You okay?" he asked me

"Yeah, just wanted to say hi" I said really not knowing what to say now that I was next to him

"Y/n" Colby said again

"What?" I asked getting angry

"Can I talk to you in private please." He asked

"No thanks." I said as I walked away again. But instead I was grabbed by someone. Expecting it to be Colby when it was actually Chris.

"Ouch get off me" I said

"No princess, you're coming with me" he said as he started to pull me upstairs

Trigger Warning

My body was to limp to fight. I simply followed him up the stairs. His grip giving me bruises.

"Now don't worry. I'm not into you like that. I just am surprised you don't remind me." he yelled into my ear as he pulled me into Colby's room.

"What?" I asked

"I'm that fan of yours. The one you got security to carry me out of your meet and great." He said as he shoved me onto the floor.

"That was because you attacked me" I yelled

He then punched me

And again.

And again

"Help!!" I yelled

"Don't even try, no one will hear you anyway." He smiled before kicking me and beating me.

It felt like hours he hurt me for, but soon he left. Leaving me there to sit in my tears and my blood.

"Colby!" I heard someone yell

Sam's POV

Colby ran over to me after losing sight of where y/n went. He panicked as the last time he saw her was when she was with someone who Colby didn't recognise.

We searched the crowds upstairs before taking the top floor.

I ran to check my room. Then the bathroom. And then Colby's.

What I saw in his room made me panic.

"Colby" I yelled

"What?" he asked running into me. he looked to his room and what he saw, broke his heart and even I saw it through his eyes.

"Aaron put her on my bed" he told Aaron. "Sam go and get ice and first aid stuff." He told me

"Where are you going?" I asked him

"I'm going to kill him." He said as he walked away.

"Kat. Go and get the ice and stuff, I need to get Heath and Zane." I said

"Why?" she asked me

"Because someone just heart y/n, Colby might actually kill the guy." I said

"Okay." She said. Before I did anything I ran to the dj.

"Dude, im sorry but you need to announce the end of the party. Ill pay extra okay" I said and he nodded as he turned the music off.

"David!" I yelled catching his eye

"What's up?" he asked

"I need you and the rest of the vlog squad to help me." I said out of breath as ive been rushing around.

"Sure" he said

"I need you to get everyone out. Colby is about to beat the shit out of someone and I don't think I can stop him, so I need everyone out." I said

"Of course. We are on it." He said as he left. He even put his camera down

"Elton!" I yelled thankfully he was with Zane and Heath too

"We have a big problem" I said

"What's up?" he asked

"Y/n got hurt, badly and Colby might actually kill the guy that did it." I said

"Shit okay" Elton said

"Where is she?" Heath asked me

"In Colby's room" I said

"Okay, imam help Colby" I said

"Don't worry ill make sure no one dies." Elton said. Luckily everyone was out the house but the vlog squad and us.

"CHRIS!" I heard Colby yell. I think he had spotted him "YOU SHIT"

"That's' are cue." I said as we all ran in the direction to where it was coming from

"What?" that Chris guy asked Colby. He was almost red with anger

"You should have left when you could" Colby said

"Why would that be?" he asked

"You hurt my girl, now you're going to pay for it" Colby said

"I thought you two broke up and you slept with another girl tonight anyway." He said. I looked at Colby in shock.

"I actually didn't sleep with her..." Colby said

"Anyway, that bitch deserved it" Chris said. That was it. That's going to send Colby flying his way. Like I knew it, Colby sent a punch flying in that Chris' direction, it connects with his jaw sending him to the ground.

I let the fight go for a while, I needed to let Colby get his anger out. They both got punches I and fought each other.

"Okay that's enough" I said to Elton, Heath and Zane. We pulled Colby off of that Chris while Heath grabbed Chris. He pushed him through the house and shoved him out the gate.

"Is she okay?" Colby asked

"I haven't checked on her" I said

"Okay." He said as he went past me and up the stairs.

"I've never seen him angrier." Elton said

"Someone hurt his girl." I said

Colby's POV

As I walked up the stairs I saw Kat leaving my room

"Is she okay?" I asked

"No, she's hurt a lot" she told me. My heart sank.

"Here." She said handing me an ice pack.

"She said she didn't want it, but I think you be able to persuade her otherwise." Kat said as she walked past me.

I took a deep breath and walked into my room. There I saw Heath talking to her. I stopped in my tracks

"I love him Heath, I know he's hurting. But I thought he would care more instead of sleeping round. I thought I meant more to him. But obviously I was just another fling." She told him

"A fling for a year, y/n I know Colby okay, he loves you still you just need to talk to him." He said as he stroked her hair.

Heath stopped at he noticed me. He smiled as he slowly left the room.

I took a deep breath.

Why was I so nervous to talk to the girl I loved and have for years?

I walked over to her and sat in front of her.

She was quietly crying into the pillow.

"I'm so sorry." Was the only thing I could say to her.

She stopped sniffing once I spoke to her. she looked up at me. Mascara running down her face.

"I am so fucking sorry." I said as I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. I began crying with her. my legs gave up on me, so I was no longer crouched next to her. I was sat on my floor with my legs out in front of me.

She sat up and walked over to me. she took a seat next to me and leaned her head against my shoulder.

"It's not your fault..."

PART TWO?

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