you were at Sam and Colby's show while they were on tour. you sat down in a row of chairs at the venue.

you looked to your right and see Colby, he gives you a soft innocent smile. It takes a few moments for you to build up the courage to go up to him,  but you finally do. you walk up to him, "can i get a picture..?"

"yes, of course!" you take a picture before talking for a bit. he then quickly grabs your hand and pulls you over to a series of hallways at an almost running pace.

Jake grabs your friends hand leads her down the same hall as you and Colby. Suddenly Colby grabs your hand again and leads you into a different hallway. after taking other multiple pictures, both your eyes meet for a brief moment. it felt like he reached into you and grasped my soul.

His ice cold blue eyes looked so crisp and perfect at that moment. you break the eye contact and you find your friend and jake talking in the previous hallway.

"jake?" colby yells a bit since he was still far away. he looked up at colby and nodded his head slightly.

"what's up?" he replied fully turning around from talking to your friend.

"you still got the front seat passes?" jake just nodded and handed them over.

you and your friend screamed in excitement, Colby and Jake laughing at the both of you. Colby grabbed your hand abruptly and lead you to your seats, your friend and Jake followed.

The show started, and it was amazing, Sam and Colby made some jokes some people sang, and Brennen Taylor made a surprise guest appearance.  after the show ended you and your friend were walking out when you saw colby run up to you.

"i was looking everywhere for you." he was out of breath making you smile, "i'm sorry." you chuckled.

"can i see your arm?" he asked. "not trying to be weird or anything." he awkwardly chuckled. you just smiled mad handed your arm out

you watched as he put a jumble of numbers on your arm with a black ink pen.

"text me in exactly an hour so that i can sneak away from my managers and take you out to eat." he winked and pulled your hand up to kiss it. once he did he walked away from you. you looked at your friend that was also red from blushing a lot.

your friend and you were jumping up and down inside the venue making a complete fool of yourselves but you didn't even care.

after an hour you texted Colby

you:
heyy :)

colby:
the new girl?

you:
yepp

colby:
awesome. meet me at tender greens in 6 minutes

you started to freak a bit from getting to go to your favorite restaurant with your favorite youtuber that you've liked since forever.

by the time you and your friend arrived, jake and colby were standing there both with a rose in their hand. you walked up to Colby and he handed you the rose and gave you a hug. you broke out into tears of joy before he wiped your tears away, "don't cry. i'm here now." he whispered hugging me again.

this just made you smile so hard that you stopped crying and you all went in. There were only two other people in the restaurant so no one came up to Colby and asked for pictures.

"what your favorite thing here?" you asked.

"i cant choose." he chuckled. you and him both got the same thing coincidentally. you all ate your food and had a normal conversation. you never realized that he didn't know you name until he asked.

"i never got your name?" he said.

"i'm y/n. and this is y/f/n." you smiled wiping a napkin on your face.

"y/m, the name of the girl/boy that I will forever love!" he just smiled his bright smile at you before you both continued to eat.

you could do nothing but smile and try to hold back your excitement. 

as you were calling your friend and a uber, colby ran to you, "would you like to come back to jake and i place? it's very nice there."

"sure. let me ask y/f/n first." you smiled at him as he walked over to your side more. you called her and she agreed too. Jake called you all an Uber and headed back to the house.

Once we got to the House Colby immediately grabbed your hand and pulled you up to his room. you stood in the doorway amazed because you've always seen it in videos but to see it in real life was like magic, every detail so perfectly tailored to Colby it was so strange how perfect it was. It felt surreal that you were standing in the man of your dreams bedroom.

you stood in the doorway and smiled like a dork, he then made his way over to you and grabbed your waist. he pulled you close to his body as you wrapped your arms around him.

"i don't know if it's a dream or i'm actually in your arms." you smiled up at him. he smiled at you before letting go and going to his desk where his computer is.

he turned on his speakers and computers and played a song. He played "Visions of Gideon" by Sufjan Stevens.

He grabbed your hand and you both rocked back and forth slowly. He whisper-sang the words in your ears, his voice was so deep and crackly, it took over my entire body and paralyzed me. He then played some other songs that were slow and thinkable. you danced around and started jumping on his bed, giggling like children. When the song ended you both jumped into a laying position on his bed and let out a deep breath.

"colby.. of all the beautiful boys and girls there tonight, why'd you choose me?" you asked in the silence.

"it's simple, you had this look on your face, I can't describe it. But it was different than anyone else. I saw you and immediately knew you were different. I love different and I knew that I had to have you." he smiled up at you since he was a bit lower on the bed.

"You're so believable ya know? I hate that I'm the idiot that fell for you." you chuckled, still now making eye contact.

"and so the lamb fell for the lion." he sat up on his elbows and looked at you.

"stupid lamb." you joked and looked at him sitting up.

"stupid lion."

"Why is the Lion stupid?"

"because the lion aka me fell for the lamb who might be leaving and going back to his home town soon and then I'm going to be lonely, pondering over the girl/boy that I can't have. "

"Why can't you have me?"

"Because you're so young, you've got your entire life ahead of you. It's not like you can just go up to your mom and tell her that you wanna move in with me."

"i mean. you don't really know me." you sighed.

"So tell me! I wanna know everything about you, your so different I need to get to know you."

"really?"

"yes y/n I need to, because it is been killing me to kiss you since the moment I looked at you, but I don't wanna move that fast so I need you to talk, I need you to keep that image of us kissing out of my mind. I need for you to tell me who you are, what you want with me, tell me if you'll stay. Please just tell me because I want you, and I want you to want me to."

"Okay, well I'm from y/h/t, I'm 19, I graduated so I'm in California for my graduation trip. I saw that you had a show coming up so I bought a ticket. I like online you because he's funny and he's weird but he's smart and strong and so cute. I love your smile and I wanna kiss it so bad but you won't let me. I want to get to know and see what it's like to be yours. I want to know if your the guy that I will fall in love with because I'm hoping you are."

by this time you both were sitting up on his bed and before you knew it he went in for a kiss. once his lips touched yours you felt how smooth and soft his lips were, and you couldn't stop.

"Holy shit I just kissed you.." you smiled, your hand was still on his jaw. he just smiled before kissing you again and hovering on top of you

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hey guys!! it's nina's best friend since she's in mexico she won't be able to post anything. i wrote this so she'd have something for you guys and she obviously knows i'm on here don't worry.

she'll be back soon and she told me to say she loves the support and everyone here :)