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colbys pov

my body was up against the wall as i sat in the corner of my room. tears were in my eyes and staining my cheeks as i looked around anxiously.

my friends have been trying to get in my room, they've texted me, called me and i didn't want to leave this room.

i got attacked.. by fans. i was walking out to grab the mail that was outside the gate and saw some fans. they said they wanted to take a picture and say hi so i smiled and walked out.. before i knew it i was on the ground getting hit and smacked.

i rocked back and forth on the ground, the darkness of my room with a small lit candle didn't seem to ease me at all.

"colby!" i heard corey yell. his hand tried to open the door hearing the jiggle of the mob. "please come out, we're worried."

i said nothing but started to breathe more heavy.. the pounding and loud sounds made me more scared that i began to cry again.

after a few seconds i heard a more soft whisper. "he's in there."

"go grab a knife." i leaned my head on the wall trying to forget everything. after waiting about 1 minute or so i hear someone walking up the stairs saying they had the knife.

then i saw the door open closing my eyes and putting my head in my hands. someone walked over to my putting their hand on my shoulder.

"no NO GET OFF ME!" i squirmed around in their grip, moving and kicking.

"colby! COLBY!" they yelled. i recognized the voice that i've heard for the past 3 years, looking up to see y/n. she kneeled down in front of me and placed her hands on my face, rubbing my tears away with her thumb, making me flinch from the bruise. "oh my god." she said as she examined my face. she pulled me into a tight hug making me hug back which made her fall more into me.

"baby, tell me what happen." she said calmly. her voice calming me every second. she let go of me and looked at me sitting down in between my legs. my head rested in her neck as she slowly ran her fingers through my damp hair.

"they kicked me.. a-and hurt me.. said they we-were going to hurt y-you." i started to gasp for air as i remembered the events.

"sh sh, listen to me.. no ones going to hurt me or your friends or anyone in this house okay? and they won't be hurting you ever again." she kissed my head running her hands up and down my arm. "i'm gonna go get you some water okay?"

i nodded and got colder as she left me to get up. i watched her leave and talk to sam and he waited outside. i made eye contact with sam since they turned the lights on, and he looked sad.

a few seconds later she came back with a cup of cold ice water in her hands, giving it to me. i just swirled it around watching it go in circles.

"please drink.." she crouched down in front of me, i drank some water as she examined more of my face and called sam in.

"no no no NO!" i yelled again.

"sh sh okay okay, sam nevermind!" she yelled back i set the glass down and looked at her, she took her hand out, "can you let me fix your face a little bit?"

it took me awhile to think about get up and walk with her into the bathroom. but i did and i sat on the counter with her between my legs putting some peroxide on the cuts that were on my lip, head, and cheek. i flinched from her subtle touch making her hold my hand for comfort. i squeezes it whenever i felt pain.

she put the stuff away and threw away others before looking back at me. "this is what happend for having a girlfriend as a nurse." she chuckled making me smile a little. i stared at her before i leaned in and kissed her lips holding her face. her hand laid flat on my thigh while the other stayed on my face.

"i love you." she softly said.

"i love you more." i whispered back.
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please take these as a gift cause i love you 💓💓💓

^ this is my absolute favorite picture jesus fucking christ i'm soFT