You were sitting on your bathroom floor. Tears were streaming down your face..... you had your back against the bathtub and your legs up and your head down, resting your head on your knees, and your arms around your legs. You sat there crying. You couldn't stop.

"Please, just please" you screamed looking up and crying. "Help me get rid of this pain, god"

You screamed the whole time until you started to stop crying. You just thought of Colby........ everything made you more and more weak. His voice, body...... personality. He was just perfect..... now he's gone. Your phone was next to you. Your head was pounding while it was resting on your knees. Your arms felt weak as they got more tight when they were around your legs. You heard a ding go off where your phone was. You looked over and saw your phone light up. You wiped the tears in your eyes off from your sleeve of your sweatshirt. You grabbed the phone.

Sister😀
Where are you?

You don't reply you just set it down. Then you heard another one.

Sister😀
ANSWER ME
(Y/N)
(Y/N)
(Y/N)

You
Im home

Sister😀
Are you ok?

You
Ya why.....?

Sister😀
Jut haven't talked in a while. Glad
To hear your ok.... love you

You just left your phone on and turned off the ringer.  You set it down and went back to crying.....

~Flashback~

"FINE I LEAVE THEN...... I NEVER LOVED YOU ANYWAYS" Colby screamed at you. You backed up and had depression in your eyes. You saw Colby turn to the wall and smack his hand in the wall, making a huge hole. "IM LEAVING" he walked out of your apartment. You fell to the ground on your knees.

You and Colby were arguing about jealousy. Colby was talking to a girl and was "flirting" with her. And you were standing right there. You didn't know he was truly flirting with her but you felt like he was. She was a fan so it seemed like it.

~flashback done~

You were sitting there crying even harder after thinking of what had happen. You then heard a door open then close. It wasn't really close and it wasn't really far. You thought it was your neighbors when you heard someone walking up the stairs. You didn't care if it was a killer cause you just wanted to die. You kept saying Colby out loud while sobbing. You keep repeating what he said to you. I never loved you anyways...... I never loved you anyways.

You kept saying Colby's name out loud when you heard your bathroom door open. You looked up to see a dark figure standing there in the door way..... Colby. He rushed over to you and you put your head down. One hand was on one side of your eyes and the other was on the other side of your eye. You started sobbing when you saw Colby. Thinking of him more. You looked up to se Colby over the sink getting water for you. He bent down and looked at you. Little pieces of hair was stuck to your face.  He pulled them out of your face and pushed them to the side. He handed you the water and you drank it. After drinking some you looked up into his blue eyes. You guys were staring at each other for about 10 seconds when you looked done and at your hands. 

"(Y/n) I di--" he sighed while cutting off looking at the ground. You looked at him. You grabbed his face and pulled him up. You leaned in  And stayed very close to his face.

"Did you mean what you said..." you asked thing not  I cry... then you started again and took your hand away from him.

"No.... I swear! I've always loved you and I don't know why I said it..... I will always love you even if we aren't together anymore! You mean so much to me. You are like the world to me.... I can't live unless your alive." He said looking down. He plopped himself down next to you and rested his body on the bathtub.  "You mean everything" he said tears running down his face slowly.

"Colby.... I'm sorry" you said looking at him. He grabbed you and pulled you into a hug. You pushed back after a minute of hugging and pulled his face into a kiss. Your lips hit his soft lips making you fall insides. You tugged at his hair and made your way down to his chest. You pushed against his chest and crawled on his laps your legs were spread apart from his and you didn't break the kiss. You let go after a minute to get some oxygen. You looked at him and then laid your head on his chest while facing the same direction as him. You looked at your hands and started to play with your thumbs. Colby rested his hand and head on your head. You were in between his legs.

"Baby I'm sorry, I didn't mean any-" he said before I cut him off.

"I get it...." you said. He started to play with the top of your hair. He started to braid it and do stuff with it. You then felt his hands lay on your stomach. You grabbed his hands and intertwined your fingers in his. He felt his lips touch your head and you started to fall asleep in him...... you head was looking side ways in his chest, your hands in his, and your body between his legs. This was good....