He's gone...

Long gone

I screwed up .. big time.. bigger than big.

You walked down the streets of Cali, trying to get him out of your head.

He's changed.

For a girl he likes...

You stop mid tracks in your thoughts and the street once you heard your name being called. You turn around to see him.

"y/n! Don't!" He said as you stood there with sadness in your eyes.

"You've changed" you said, turning around and walking away.

"Please no.." he said grabbing your hand and turning you around, making you looked at him.

"You've changed Colby ! It hurts! You changed for her! Nothing you do is for anyone else! It's for her!" You said pointing your finger in his chest.

"Why are you so fucking angry! At me!" He said yelling.

"cause I Fucking love you! I was afraid this would happen!" You said. You then repeated it more calmly. "I love you."

Your head went down as you felt tears slip out. He stood there staring at you. You never knew that he had the same feelings. He changed for you.

"I changed for you!" He said. You looked at him.

"Shut up, Colby! Stop lying! You'll never love me because of that, that b-bitch! I was always here for you! I was always by your side! I always helped you! Now you've changed into a person that honestly I don't need in my life! Please for the love of god tell me why!?" You yelled at him. Your mascara running down your face.

"I-I don't know ." He said as tears threatened to slip. "I love you y/n. I wanted to show you I need you."

"Why would I want a person that's an absolute asshole!"

"Cause that's what all the guys you dated are!" He cried. You stood there shocked.

He said it...

"Fuck you..." You said quietly walking away. He stood there watching you leave. Rain running down his body as he felt broken.

You were gone

He was gone

You'll never be happy without him... he was your true happiness...

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And I was sitting there... bbq on my titties 😂😂