James' P.O.V

I am freaking out, OH MY GOD

HOW COULD I LET THIS HAPPEN

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WHY ME !

WHY NOW!

I decided today I wouldn't go to school. I would just sit in my house and cry, cry my eyes out. Thomas called me and I ignored in through out the day he called me and I ignored it.

I looked at my phone for the first time all day and.....

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60 miss calls from Thomas
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I stayed isolated from everyone. I went downstairs and ate some food. I never left the house though. Thomas even came knocking at my door he was begging me to let him in but I refuse.

I cried....

And cried then went to bed.