At night-

He dropped me at my home not before kissing my forehead lovingly and saying goodbye with a smile.
But why does it feel like he was saying goodbye for forever. I shaked my head as soon as that feeling crippled through me.
I changed into my pjs and jumped on my bed. As soon as my head met my comfy pillow, I remembered my first kiss.
Oh God My Tae kissed me.....
I squealed like a teenage girl whose crush just confessed to her.
But, now I am sure about one thing, I love him...
Oh my god I love my Tae, I have to tell him.
Ok I will confess my love to him tomorrow only. Even though he may doesn't love me back. But I should not hide it from him.
Oh wait tomorrow is the fest. After that I will confess it to him.
I have to tell my friends too.
Oh God, I should sleep now.
Please Tae come in my dreams.

(Little did I know, that my love confession will only be in my ❤️...)

Morning-

I got ready with a smile. "Wow YN, you are happy today" "mom she is always happy" "no but today something is special"
"Ya stop it na", oh god they are making me blush.
"Ok let's go Kids, I'll drop you two"

After reaching school, I am excited to meet my Tae. Although I am damn sure I will get nervous. Oh God, I blushed remembering our kiss.
Kookie went towards the fest side and I moved towards my friends. Opps I forgot to tell you guys, Kookie and Lily started dating. How cute. If everything went according to my plan than me and tae will also start dating from tomorrow.

(I wished someone would have told me that there will be no tomorrow for us...)

We all were talking in the canteen, when I saw Soobin coming towards us panting really hard. "Wooo what happened??" yeonjun asked him.
"Gu-ys bang bang-tans ar-e perfor-ming"
"Whatttt?" We shouted. Now that is shocking.

We all literally ran towards the stage. Where seriously they were there. Wow.
I searched for certain someone. When all of a sudden all lights went off. I looked towards the middle of the stage, and finally found, whose face I was dying to see since morning, he was standing with a mic. I was mesmerized by his beauty. My heart stopped when he started singing...

You went from my home to
It was nice to know you
And it breaks my heart
That we gave it our best shot

Now I'm in California
I'm still waiting for ya
Will you change your mind?
I would give it all up
For us

(Why am I feeling this way??)

Ooooh
I wish I could stay with you
Ooooh
I wish I could stay with you

Come before it's too late
I got things to say
Before I go
There's no time to wait
We can hide away
Need to let you know that

Ooooh
I wish I could stay with you
(I wish I could stay with you)
Ooooh
Know that I will wait for you
(Know that I will wait for you)

(Why these lyrics feels so real Kim Taehyung??)

You went from my home to
It was nice to know you
And it breaks my heart
That we gave it our best shot

Now you're in California
I'm still waiting for ya
Will you change your mind?
I would give it all up
For us

I was still in daze when everyone started clapping around me. Not even for once he lifted his eyes.
All of a sudden more crowd emerged out of nowhere. I was pushed here and there. I wanted to go to him, hug him tight and wanted to know what does he mean by this song.
I looked at the stage, I could see everyone, but not him...
Where are you Tae??
I was about to fall, when somone caught me by my waist. I looked upwards and a smile automatically crippled on my lips.
"Tae"
"Goodbye", he said smiling sadly but my smile dropped. I was about to ask him what does he mean. When someone pushed us from behind. Thank God, Chanyeol hold me.
"Are you ok"
"ya"
bu-t wa-it where where is my Tae??
"Tae, tae TAE where are you??"
I was shouting like a crazy mad woman. After running here and there, searching for him, shouting his name for God knows how many times. I fall on my knees and started crying badly.
It feels like someone just stabbed on my heart.

I was crying when I saw Lisa, rose, Jennie and Jisoo running towards me with worried expression. "Yn, Yn what happened", Lisa asked me in a worried tone. "Yn just tell na, please don't scare us", Jisoo asked.
"He-he le-ft me Jisoo, wh-y wh-y did he do do tha-t", "who YNa" Jennie asked, who was also crying. "My my Ta-e". I cried harder clutching my chest. It's painfull.
"What are you saying YN, why would he leave you, I think he went to his house", Rose said trying to calm me. I shaked my head, "no no he-he left me".
"Guys let's take her home, she need to calm down" Lisa suggested and they all helped me to stand up.
We all went to my house. They settled me on my bed. I was still crying.
"YN baby tell us what happened" Jisoo asked me again in a calm voice.
I controlled myself and told them about my feelings and his last parting words.
They were not much shocked about my feelings because for them it was obvious. It was just me who understood it late. And now I regret it.
"YN maybe he doesn't meant it in that way" Rose tried to explain to me.
Maybe she is right.
"I-i think I-i should go to his house"
"Yes ofcourse let's us also go with you" Jennie suggested.

With this we went towards his house...

To be continued...