I'm writing this because I feel it would be unfair of me not to inform you all of my recent thoughts. It's nothing serious, I promise, but... I probably won't be on Wattpad that much for a while. I've already been neglecting things (sorry to everyone who's messaged me recently and hasn't gotten any sort of reply...), partly because human interaction (even over the Internet) can be tiring for me, and sometimes I'd rather not even bother; it's also partly because I've been exhausted these last few weeks, with my insomnia kicking in again around exams and coming back with a vengeance last night, plus school in general piled on top of that.

I'm not trying to make excuses, really - I've been rude quite a lot on this site without you guys realizing it, as I've basically been ignoring my messages for a while now, and I felt it was time that you all understood why it is that I've been doing that. There's no good answer, to be honest; I've just been tired. I spent the weekend with friends, and while I loved that, it reminded me why I prefer to be by myself most of the time.

Heh, I'm as introverted as you can get - I adore my friends, but stick me with them for more than a few hours and I'm dead on my feet. It's a struggle for me to hold a conversation without constantly repeating myself or bringing up random, uninteresting points. That's another reason I don't always message people back - much as you may want to disagree, I'm not an interesting person. My conversations almost always peter out without the other party supporting the whole affair by themselves. Really, if I've ever left you hanging in the middle of a conversation, it's probably because I couldn't think of anything decent to say in response. Rather than muddle through with some cliched lines like "that's cool" or "awesome!" I just abandon the whole thing until you message me again with a different topic of discussion.

I'm sorry about that, I really am. But that's me. I've always been like that, and I do the same thing to my real life friends when we message or text or whatever. Hell, I hate talking on the phone because with me, that unerringly awkward silence never fails to wedge itself into the conversation at least once, and then I'm left scrambling to find something cool to fill the void. 

So. My point. I won't be as active on this site for a while. Not sure how long, or if I'll appear for some sporadic bursts, then disappear again, or something along those lines. I'll try to get to the messages I saw notifications for, and I think I have a cover or two to finish, but... I dunno. If I'm gone for a bit, don't worry or anything. I'll try to write and everything, if I can muster up the inspiration, but chatting probably won't be a thing with me for... however long this goes on for. 

Alright, that's it. If there's anything you'd like to say to me (possibly something contemptuous based on the severity of my rudeness towards you), feel free to leave a comment. At the very least, I'll see it, even if I don't respond (I've never been good with replying to comments anyway).