yeah so I'm feeling really beautiful and upbeat today , not like that's a new occurrence , I'm upbeat all the damn time .

even I don't know how I do it .

so here's some not so fun things and preferences of mine ~

I'm dark skinned . asian complexion with light brown hair . my mom is fair but I take after my dad . being dark sometimes gives me a complex , but most times , I'm happy the way I am .

I am pretty tall for someone my age . I have already surpassed my mom and hopefully I'll reach my dad's height , or at least his ears .

I have a mega big birthmark on my right inner thigh . it kinda looks like a map .

I have a big harry potter movie poster and three hand drawn posters in my room . my room has no place to hang up posters except for my closet . which btw , has the door cOvErEd .

I I draw sketches . personally I'm getting better at them in the lockdown . our house lobby has my sketches framed and hung .

I have near perfect nails , and I have never manicured in my life . my nails always grow in ovals and I don't disturb them at all . tho most times I keep them short . and no , I don't bite my nails . I think it's a hOrRiBlE habit .

my favorite clothing style is always jeans and hoodies , and formally , dresses that are body fitting till the waist and flowy below , tho I seldom wear something like that unless there's a wedding . I also like tight clothes . like those which cling to me .

my hair reaches my shoulders and it is really easy to manage . and oh , I have a spot mole right in the middle of my scalp . one on my chin , two on my neck , one on the inside of my wrist and one under my knee .

I am a level four classical dancer and prety good at it tbh . dancing is life .

I LOVE steam baths . I'd stay in those and saunas all day if I could . Adore them .

I have no instagram , twitter , facebook , tumblr or any other social platform except for wattpad . guess wattpad is a lucky bish .

I don't swear in real life . english is my second language and if I went 'oh f***' in front of my friends as easily as I go on wattpad I'd be in BiG tRoUbLe .

I can't tell you my age , just that I'm minor and not very mature . I am 100% straight , and had no idea tf lbgtq was about till I joined wattpad . now that I know , i support the community wholeheartedly .

a person listening to english , especially american songs is a rare occurrence here in asia . we tend to listen to songs in our first languages , but me being me , loves english songs . they're the only ones I listen to .

chocolate is bae . I'd eat anything with chocolate in it , as long it doesn't make me puke . I once drank Hershey's straight from the bottle cause I had been chocolate deprived .

I found ariana grande when I accidentally swiped on the Top 100 lists and she was number one with 7 Rings at that time . needless to say , I fell in love the next day .

surprisingly , the earliest american artist I listened to used to be justin bieber . then his music turned pretty 😶 and so I switched on fully to my other stans .

I believe not growing up IS possible . I've been doing it since forever .

my height increased 4 inches in 5 months , and I got stretch marks on my knees cause of that . yeah FML .

I can do that horse thing with my body , with my stomach up .

I am very mega giga feminist . even if someone says Boys v/s Girls , I get all hyped and lecture them . I can't help it seriously .

I have a big allergy (yes you heard that right) of scratching noises and cats . I get splitting headaches if I hear that weird noise a new chalk makes on the board . and I hate cats with a passion . I don't know about all you cat lovers but I cannot for my life stand cats . they terrify me . and so do dogs . I'm not much of an animal person , unless you count humans lol .

I do not find Ian Somerhalder or Damon Salvatore hot . just no . it's my choice . end of discussion .

I got this today . it's not a fact , just a way of shutting myself up and cuz I'm too lazy to make a new chapter ~

thank you guys for all the love !

let's wrap up my self boasting sessions .

le sigh .

any way , I'm gonna do a never have I ever in this book and I'd love to hear from you people the things which I should add on my list .

let's do this aye !