Playlist suggestion – Love me like you do by Ellie Goulding

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"You're the fear, I don't care

'Cause I've never been so high

Follow me to the dark

Let me take you past our satellites

You can see the world you brought to life, to life"

Jimin stared at his conversation with Yoongi the previous night rethinking his decision for the hundredth time.

Unknown: Are we on for tomorrow? – Yoongi

Jimin: Yes.

Yoongi: Good be ready by 7!

Yoongi hadn't even asked for his address. Jimin had guessed that Taehyung must have supplied Yoongi with the address of their apartment beforehand. There was no chance in hell that Jimin could ditch Yoongi.

Jimin stared at the array of blacks, greys and whites hanging on his cupboard. Jimin mostly dressed in baggy tee shirts and ripped jeans but today he had the urge to wear something nice. Jimin believed that the reason behind this sudden urge was because he was going back to an art gallery after almost a year but his heart said something else. Jimin wanted to impress Yoongi. Yoongi was definitely very handsome and Jimin would like to look nice too standing beside him. Jimin made an effort in dressing nice after a long time.

Jimin looked at the clock and saw that it was quarter to seven; Yoongi was due in fifteen minutes. He picked up a black shirt and black pants. The outfit was clearly classy and chic. Jimin saw his reflection on the mirror. He could see a defeated man looking back at him. Jimin usually avoided the mirror maybe he should have done so today as well. Jimin was buttoning up his shirt when he heard a knock on his door. Jimin knew that it was Taehyung.

- "Jimin I..."

Taehyung stared at Jimin his mouth hanging open. Jimin rolled his eyes.

- "Close your mouth Tae before a fly gets in."

- "Jimin you are dressing up for Yoongi hyung?"

Jimin had tried and he did not want to be judged for his action. Closing his eyes he tried to calm down his nerves.

- "Tae"

- "I know Jimin. I was just joking. You have no idea how proud of you I am now for trying."

- "It is just an exhibition."

- "You are going out with someone who is very new to you and moreover you are going to an art gallery I sincerely wish Yoongi hyung had an idea of the effort you are making today."

- "Tae"

- "Have fun Jimin."

Taehyung closed the door behind him and left a very confused Jimin. Jimin again looked at mirror and studied his features. His mom always said that Jimin had an eye smile which was nothing spectacular according to him. Most of the time he could not even see it. Jimin noticed that there were bags under his eye liner laden eyes. Jimin thought that the black made him look very emo. Maybe Yoongi would not mind going out with an emo male. At exactly seven the door- bell rang. Jimin saw the lights turned off in Taehyung's room which generally indicated that he had gone to bed early. Jimin opened the door and saw Yoongi standing there.

- "Hey Jimin!"

- "Hey!"

Jimin hated the fact that just Yoongi's sight turned him into a tomato.

- "Hey Jimin have you noticed something?"

- "What?"

- "We match!"

Jimin looked at Yoongi's clothes and saw that they truly matched. Jimin chuckled at the coincidence and so did Yoongi after he noticed the resemblance. Jimin quickly took his wallet and sweater and left the apartment. Both the males kept staring into each other's eyes throughout the whole elevator journey. Jimin was sure that the night was going to be interesting.

- "So how are we getting there?"

- "How do you feel about the subway?"

- "Absolutely fine."

- "Thank god!"

Jimin wanted to ask Yoongi, his reason behind thanking god but decided against it. Maybe Yoongi could tell it to him himself whenever he felt like it. Yoongi and Jimin walked to the subway station which was five minutes away from Jimin's place.

- "How is it that I am the one who is always talking?"

- "It is fine. I like to listen to you."

- "But I don't like to talk always. How about you ask me anything that you want to?"

Jimin looked at Yoongi and saw that the older male was completely serious. Jimin was curious about Yoongi. The older male intrigued him in a way which no one had ever done. Jimin gave it a thought and realized that it was true that he did not know anything about Yoongi except that he worked as a music producer. Maybe asking questions wouldn't be too difficult.

- "How old are you?"

- "Twenty-six"

- "So you are my hyung."

- "Yeah I am but you can call me Yoongi."

- "Why the special permission?"

- "I would like to hear you say my name."

Jimin made a point and decided to avoid addressing Yoongi directly. Calling by names felt intimate something that Jimin was not ready for yet. Yoongi looked at Jimin and smiled.

- "Maybe someday you can call me by my name comfortably but for now you can call me hyung anyway."

Jimin looked at Yoongi and saw him staring at the train tracks. There was something different about Yoongi. He was unlike the other guys Jimin had met, unlike 'him'. Jimin face palmed himself. He was not going to pain himself by thinking about the past. Yoongi was trying his best so Jimin decided to try his best too.

- "So who are there in your family?"

- "My parents died in an accident. I have been living with my grandma."

- "I am so sorry."

- "It is all fine Jimin I don't even remember them. I just remember my old woman. I will bring her to Seoul once I find a better place to live."

The train entered the platform with a strong wind. Since it was almost seven thirty the compartment was mostly empty. Jimin and Yoongi sat beside each other in an empty compartment.

- "I hope you find an apartment soon."

Yoongi looked at Jimin and smiled. Smiling Yoongi was one of the best sights in the world according to him.

- "I hope so too. So who all are there in your family Jimin?""

- "Mine? Well my dad and mom. Tae is a part of the family too. He is practically my mom's other son."

- "That's nice. Taehyung really cares for you a lot."

- "Yeah he does. Sometimes too much."

Yoongi smiled at Jimin's pouting face. Maybe one day if he was lucky enough Yoongi would have the permission from Jimin to care for him too.

- "Hey Jimin the next stop is ours."

Both Jimin and Yoongi got off the train in the next station and started walking towards a path which was very familiar to Jimin. The art gallery was known to Jimin rather it was very well known to him. He had come here once a long time back. Back then he had the role of a mistress.

Panic started rising in Jimin's chest and he felt claustrophobic. Yoongi was saying something to Jimin looking at the art gallery's entrance but he could not hear anything. The air around him felt too heavy to be inhaled and his head started spinning. Suddenly Jimin felt two strong arms grip him.

- "Jimin are you alright? You don't look well."

Jimin tried to loose hold from Yoongi's arms and take control of his body. He did not want to show weakness in front of Yoongi. The last thing he wanted Yoongi to think of him as some kind of a loony.

- "I am fine hyung. Shall we?"

Yoongi looked at Jimin's face clearly unimpressed. Yoongi turned his attention back to the entrance and after thinking for a few seconds he looked back at Jimin again.

- "How do you feel about ditching the art gallery?"

- "We came to see the exhibition."

- "Well to be honest I wanted to ask you out and since you are into art I thought about the exhibition but I really know nothing about art and I would get bored to death. So?"

- "Where do you want to go?"

- "How do you feel about mini golf?"

At first Jimin thought that Yoongi was joking but then he saw Yoongi's pout and his heart melted right away. To be honest jimin had no desire to go to the exhibition.

- "Yes"

- "Awesome let's go."

Yoongi tuned back and made his way to the opposite direction. Jimin looked once more at the entrance and turned to follow Yoongi.

- "Why did you suddenly change your mind?"

- "I suddenly started feeling claustrophobic."

Jimin looked at the back of Yoongi's head as the older male was walking forward. Jimin realized that Yoongi had noticed his breakdown a few minutes back and had taken it upon himself so that he did not have to enter the art gallery.

- "Thank you hyung."

- "You are welcome Jiminie!"

Jimin was taken aback my Yoongi's nickname for him. Nobody had ever addressed him so lovingly. Jimin felt himself blushing, his cheeks were on fire.

After walking for ten minutes both the males arrived at a mini golf parlor. Jimin had no idea how to play golf and it turned out neither did Yoongi but it did not stop them from having fun.

- "Let's make a bet."

- "What bet hyung?"

- "The winner will have any one wish granted by the loser."

- "What? None of us can play hyung."

- "Are you scared Jiminie?"

Jimin glared at Yoongi's arrogance. The older male was clearly smirking at him. Jimin decided to play along Yoongi's bet.

- "Fine."

- "Little Jimin manned up, huh?"

- "You are going to loose big time hyung."

- "Bring it on."

Jimin and Yoongi started playing, each male trying his best shots. After ten rounds Yoongi was declared the winner. Jimin was clearly pissed but decided to have some sports-man spirit and get along with the bet.

- "Let me think about my prize Jimin."

After that both the males left so have pizza and ice-cream. Yoongi had bought Jimin butte- scotch flavoured ice-cream something which he had not tried before.

- "Look Jimin you have something on your nose."

Jimin bent his head to look down at his nose. Yooongi tricked him and put ice-cream on his nose. Jimin laughed out to his heart content. After a long time he felt himself having fun.

By ten o' clock both the males were extremely tired and wanted to go to bed as soon as possible. Yoongi walked Jimin home . Jimin felt a little anxious as Yoongi had not asked for his prize yet and Jimin was someone who never kept dues.

- "Hyung you never said what you wanted."

- "So time to get my wish granted, eh?"

- "What do you want?"

- "Let me think. It should be something special."

- "Don't beat around the bush hyung."

- "Little Jiminie is being bad. Okay fine let's kiss."

- "What?"

- "I will kiss you now Jimin."

Jimin felt panic rising in his chest for the second time that day. He had never imagined that the situation would turn against him so fast. Jimin had thought that Yoongi was being nice and he could trust him but apparently he had been wrong. Yoongi also wanted to take from him.

- "Jimin close your eyes

Jimin closed his eyes. His palm had started sweating and his heartbeat increased but the kiss never came. Instead Jimin felt ruffling of his hair. He opened his eyes to see Yoongi smiling at him.

- "Right now you look so adorable that I truly want to kiss you Jimin. Hell I have wanted the whole night but I will not until you will give me permission. I don't even care if you never give me permission."

Jimin felt relieved. Yoongi had not tried to force himself upon him. In the past Jimin had been forced to do things without his desire. Jimin wondered how Yoongi was able to understand Jimin's uncomfortable feeling.

- "It's no use waiting for me."

- "I am not waiting for you Jiminie. I just want to be your friend. Can we be friends?"

- "Yes.'

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