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Drug Substance

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Misha bit his lip and tried not to cry as he ran outside. Jensens words still ringing in his ears.

" Listen man ... Misha?.Ive never met you before in my life now apparently were married?.I dont buy it.Im going home with Danneel and this ... Its over."

Jared placed his hand on Mishas shoulder and sighed." Mish im sorry.You're not going to give up are you?."

" You heard him.We're over."

Misha mumbed before he walked outside and called a cab. He didnt even turn back to look at the hospital as he drove away.

Was it weeks ... Months later?.

Misha couldnt remember.Everyday blurred into the next.

Sure the random sex,drugs and alcohol helped to an extent but it didnt fill the emptiness inside him.

His house was completely pitch black apart from the light of the tv screen blaring into his face.

Today had probably been the worst day he'd had in a while. The show fired him.

Jensen had sent him a divorce letter and Jared hadnt called him in weeks.

It was like all his friends had stopped caring that Mishas world had been torn apart.

He poured the brightly coloured pills onto the table and breathed heavily.
He looked so much older than he was.

He had bags under his eyes.He was a vessel with no grace.

So as he watched the videos Jensen took on there vacation together he popped the pills into his mouth and washed them down with whiskey.

He giggled as he stumbled up and started spinning around.He froze when he saw Jensen and walked over to him.

" B - Baby i miss you.Please come back to me." Misha whined as he fell to his knees.

" Just sign the god damn papers Misha."

And with that the hallucination of his love vanished.

Misha growled before he grabbed his phone and rang Erica.

" Heey Hannah ... Noooooo thats supernatural Durr.Erica you wanna come round?.Okay great."

Misha smirked as he hung up and somehow managed to clear some things up.

Soon the doorbell rang and Erica looked concerned as she walked in.

" I havent heard from you in a while i was wondering if everything was okay ..."

Misha pinned her up against the wall and kissed her roughly.

Erica whined and kissed him back before removing Mishas shirt.

Misha chuckled and bit his lip as he led Erica up to his bedroom.