Panic, I am in panic. What am I going to do now? I am lost, broken, and torn. My worth to this whole existence is nothing now, I scrambled in thought.

"What happened?" Logan shook his head. "We were so close, Lacy."

"I'm sorry, I-"

"That's what you don't get! You're not sorry, no, not even a little."

"Logan, please," I beg him. He looks at me as though I am some monster. I'm not important to him anymore, I've ruined it.

"Don't you dare, Logan me," He says to me. "Out of all the things you could of done, you did this." He clenches his hand into a fist. "She's gone, Lacy. She's fucking gone!" He is screaming now. "She meant everything to me," he begins to sob.

"It was a mistake," I speak calmly towards him.

He looked me deep in the eyes. "You were the real mistake," He says in a burning anger, while tears stream down his face. He starts to walk away.

"Please, Logan, wait!" I yell at him, my calm demeanour gone.

He suddenly stops, and turns around. "Fix it. Fix it. Fix it." With each word his voice gets louder, and then he suddenly turns back around, and continues to walk away.

I feel myself being pushed around, and realize that I can hear someone calling my name. "Hmm?" I mange to respond to the voice.

"Well hello there sleepy-head. You were having a bad dream again," it was Terry.

"Felt more like a nightmare, but I guess I was," I say, realizing that the memory of the dream is draining from me quickly.

"Don't remember?"

"Not really, I just know that I messed up again," I stretch, and groan a bit.

"You're Lacy! You can't ever mess up," She beams at me.

"Oh, you'd be surprised," I say whilst getting up, and then realize how close Terry is to me.

"No one is perfect," She takes my hands in hers.

"That's true, Terry," I hug her, and try to think happy thoughts.

Terry was the only one who could help me; the only one I could trust with anything. I love her so much, and nothing could change that. After all that's happened, she's still here. I can never stop thanking her for that.

In some strange way I feel that the dream was a warning, but I simply can't remember what it actually was. It might've been a different dream every time, but there was one certain constant in it, I had made the biggest mistake of my existence, and so I know now that I need to be careful, or it might actually happen. If my dream really is prophetic, I doubt I'll ever be able to forgive myself.

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Alright, so this is the new first part to clone secret. Hope you like it : D