Ever since I agreed to train Arcee during the meantime, my schedule has been: 

Energon

Train

Energon

Train

Recharge

Yeah not the most fun but during 'Energon' I drink some nice energon, and socialize with my friends. And every so often have been called on missions cause they need me. So we got Sideswipe to take care of her since it was the twins who she hung out with before we decided to let her out on the field, which was obviously a bad choice. But yesterday was awesome given the fact that they had been pranking a few bots, and got wrenches thrown at them. 

"Cliff, when will I be able to get back on the field?" Arcee asks me

"When you're ready." I simply answer

"But can't we do the training faster? Then you'll always be able to get on the field!" Arcee states.

Primus I was starting to lose my patience with this femme. 

"Look kid, Tailgate also wanted to rush the process, and look at him now! Point is if you listen to me and we take our time to practice we can get you to become a warrior. And by the looks of this war ain't gonna end anytime soon." I say, immediately regretting the part about Tailgate. 

Arcee looks at me with sad optics. Primus she has got to stop doing that! I'm not used to seeing those purple tinted optics with sadness. 

"Come on, we got to do one more session." I say quietly

Arcee follows me to the area, as I get ready to show her some more moves, the worst thing happened. I was interrupted! 

"Cliffjumper! The autobots need you!" Ratchet calls out. 

"I swear to Primus!! Kid, go with Ratchet. I got to catch up with some dance partners." I say.

Arcee nods and heads over to Ratchet, while I storm through the ground bridge. 

(Time Skip)

 When I saw the battle sight, I quickly took down some vehicons, and started to fight Thundercracker, I kept fighting him until my blast hit his missile and he blew up. I managed to survive with a few burns and dents. I was in much better shape than the others. I saw that we lost a few bots. Mudflap, and Skids, along with a couple others were dead. 

PRIMUS I HATE THIS WAR!!

I saw that Optimus also had minimum damage, being a big bot and all must be nice. 

But all the others had like meh damage.

But it was nothing compared to the damage Bumblebee took. 

"BEE!!" I scream, kneeling down next to him. 

"Please don't die, Please don't die!!" I yell. My chassis was shuddering, because I started to cry. 

<Cliff.> He beeps weakly

"Bee?" I say.

 <Cliff, I might not be able to make i-i-i-t" He says, his voice modulator was starting to glitch and short out. 

"Bee, please HANG ON!!" I cry.

"Cliffjumper, bring Bumblebee to Base, he needs immediate medical attention!" Optimus tells me. 

First Aid and Red Alert brought a stretcher through the bridge, and I put Bumblebee on top of it.

"Hang On Bee, just a little longer." I quietly say.

We all went through the bridge and all of us got our injuries fixed. Our most injured was in the medbay. I continued to train Arcee. But I just wasn't in the mood. So I sat down against a wall while Arcee was taking a break.

"Cliff?" Arcee asks, her small head peeking from the wall

I look up slightly, and I gesture her to sit down next to me. 

"What's wrong? You're never quiet. Even if you wouldn't be alone sulking, what happened out there?" She asks, I didn't feel like answering, but what she though happened was completely wrong, maybe. 

"Did, did Bumblebee die?" She asks. 

I decided to tell her the truth, 

"Arcee, Bumblebee was severely injured during a battle. And last when I managed to see him, he was very close to dying. And Bee is my best friend. He's always been there for me. He was the one who found me before the war. And helped me grow into the bot I am today. I don't know if I'd even be here if it weren't for him. And if he dies, I would lose someone who I considered a brother. And that scares me more than anything. And when he lost his voice, I wanted to try to make him feel better, like he has to me all those other times." I answer. 

Soon I heard Ratchet calling for me. 

"Cliffjumper, I have news for you, just come to the medbay." He says.

"Hang on 'Cee, I gotta go." I quickly. 

I practically sprinted to the medbay. Ratch didn't specify if the news was good or bad, and I couldn't wait so when I got to the medbay I saw him. 

"BEE!!" I yell with joy as I hugged him but not too tight cause I didn't want to hurt him.

<Yeah, yeah Cliff. I'm fine> He says

"Bee, I nearly lost you. I couldn't lose you. You're practically my brother!" I say my chassis shuddering as I cried into his shoulder plate. 

"Bee, how did this happen?" I ask

<Megs was there, while I was fighting Skywarp, Megatron blasted me, that caused Warp to get the upper hand. He fired a missile which I was unable to avoid, and that's probably it.> Bee answers. 

"Just don't you ever scare me like that again, you may be older, but just please!" I say. 

<Don't worry Cliff, I'm not going anywhere.> Bee says. 

I went to my berthroom, I was pretty tired, and since Bee's okay I can sleep peacefully.

Dang I actually care. Of course I care about the autobots. But never like crying care. *Sigh* 

Bee's my brother, he knows it even if he doesn't want to admit it. 

But what I did today, shows that I care.