Holy fuck! Chapter 30. Who enjoyed the last three chapters?

That is such a cute picture of Hitch. I love their friendship. ALSO HARRY'S HAIR IS GROWING AND I'M LIVING FOR IT.

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P.s I wrote this chapter about 3 times and deleted whatever I wrote each time. I wasn't happy with all 3 outcomes, this being the 4th attempt. So I really hope you like this!

• Chapter Thirty •

I sat in the living room, phone in hand as my family spoke around me. Keeping myself engrossed in chatting to my newest fling about when we're going to her house this week. I lifted my head from looking down at my phone to find my sister not there and so wasn't Matt. I paid no attention to it at first but when they both hadn't returned 5 minutes later, I went in search of them.

I walked upstairs, this part of the house in complete silence and that's when I heard her scream. "Gemma!" I called out through the hallway, I opened each door of the farmhouse rooms until I reached the last one at the end of the hallway. "Get off her!" I shouted as I stepped into the room, yanking him off my sister. I quickly gathered a blanket that was lying on the couch and covered her almost naked body with it. "What is wrong with you, Matt?" I spat at him "What? I'm just having some fun"

I lunged forward, punching him in the face, he fell backwards with the impact my body made as I collided onto him. My arm stung with each punch "She's your fucking cousin, you asshole. You don't do shit like that to your family" he laughed, blood sputtering out his mouth and I gritted my teeth as I spoke. "Oh please Harry, we all know she wants me" I jerked my arm back, throwing a punch at him causing his head to hit the floorboards "You're disgusting" I stood to my height and walked towards Gemma, she sat on the bed curled up into a ball as her whole body shook beneath the blanket.

"Shh, I've got you" I spoke calmly when she jumped upon me touching her "It's me, Gem" I assured her, looking into her eyes, realisation settled in them and her arms wrapped around my shoulders as tears streamed down her cheeks. "It's alright, it's okay" I cooed into her ear, placing my arms under her I picked her up and took her to my room. The sound of her sobs only made me angrier. I placed her wracking body into my bed and tucked her in before sliding my body next to hers.

"He..he tri-" she said in between hiccups and I cut her off "I know, he's going to get what he deserves" I clenched my jaw, Gemma's small hands gripped onto my shirt as her head fell to my chest. I held her close until she fell asleep, I brushed her hair aside then wiped her tear stained cheeks and took note of her torn dress. Stealthily I made my way out the bed and to my suitcase, I picked up an old jumper of mine and walked towards the bed. I bit my lip, contemplating waking her up and making her wear this but I decided otherwise.

I placed the jumper over her head, slipping it over her arms and torso. I screwed my eyes shut as I tugged her torn dress from underneath the jumper, keeping it on the table then blindly searched for the edge of the comforter pulling it over her sleeping frame. I took in a deep breath as I opened my eyes, watching her. Making sure Gemma was okay, I then stepped out my room finding Matt there, holding a cloth to his bruised cheek. I curled my fingers into a fist upon his presence and stomped towards him, punching him in the gut.

He bent over, I lifted my knee hitting him in the chest, he groaned and taking advantage of his bent over form, I used my elbow to hit his back, letting his body fall to the floor. "What the hell?" Cole walked towards us, helping his brother to stand to his feet. "You and your brother better stop this sick game you play." Cole looked at me confused and I snickered "Forcing yourself onto girls just to rate them. It's pathetic and the fact that your asshole of a brother just forced himself onto my sister, minutes ago makes this even more disgusting" I shouted at him,

Cole's eyes widened "You forced yourself on Gemma? What the fuck is wrong with you, Matt?" He asked and I rolled my eyes, there's only so much a 17 year old like me can do. "Oh yeah and one more thing" I gritted my teeth, swinging my leg back before kicking him in his most prized area. "Come near my family ever again and I won't leave you breathing, you got that?" I threatened in a low voice as I leaned forward.

Matt's voice brought me back to reality and I felt my whole body stiffen at the thought of him doing something to Anna, "Come on now, Josephine, I just wanted to have some fun" I looked over to a shaken up Natasha, held by Anna "You're sick" she spat "That's not what you were saying the last time. Oh my, I could just faint thinking about your naked body beneath mine, your plump lips asking me for more. Oh and not to forget how you wr-" I threw a punch at his face, cutting him off.

"What was that for?" He groaned and I clenched my jaw, my gaze hardening on the prick in front of me "For everything that you do" he laughed "I must say, your hook has gotten stronger there, Harold" I scoffed "Yeah and I'm taller too" I punched at his abdomen, placing my foot behind his causing him to fall onto his back. He groaned as he fell, I crouched over his body, grabbing the collar of his shirt while my arm jerked back before swinging forward, my fist colliding with his face.

"Harry, stop" I heard Anna cry but I ignored her "You sick bastard, you still haven't changed your ways. I thought that a few years in jail will do you good but I guess not" I growled at him, my skin stung as it teared open around my knuckles. "Oh Harry, did you really think I was in jail for the last 7 years?" He snickered and I furrowed my brows at him. I stood to my height, "What do you mean?" He let out a guffaw "Your father happened. He got me out of that godforsaken place" I sucked in a sharp breath at the mention of my father.

"Where were you then?" I took a step back, Matt stood up "All around the world, dearest cousin. Your father was with me. Honestly, he had a lot to teach me about girls, maybe you could have taken a few lessons. I mean look at where Oliver ended up, all because he didn't listen to your father" I pounced on Matt at the mention of my brother. "We all know that it was your fault behind what happened to Oliver" I gritted my teeth, my hand clasped around his neck as I pushed his body against a tree trunk.

"My fault?" He feigned innocence, a smirk on his face thereafter "I would have said a long speech about how I would have never done such a thing but I'll save us time, I did do it and it was fun" I tightened my hold around his neck but the bastard still had the audacity to laugh, his bloodied face didn't phase him nor did his broken nose. "You fucking raped his wife, a week after she gave birth" I shouted at him and I heard a small gasp from behind me. "Tsk tsk. Harold, it wasn't rape if it was consensus."

"We watched the fucking tape. She screamed and screamed but what did Cole do? Tell me? Wait, I'll tell you, he fucking stood by videoing everything while my brother was at work and the baby in the next room. Not to forget that you almost raped my sister if I hadn't went in search of her" I bellowed, a lump formed in my throat at the memory of that, I took my hand from his neck and stormed away. "Harry, wait!" I breathed out before stopping in my tracks "Not in the mood, Anna" she stepped around me, standing in front of me "What just happened back there?" She softly asked

I snickered, "A bit of my past making an appearance" I continued looking anywhere but her "Hey, look at me" I felt her small hand on my cheek, turning my face to look at her "What, Anna? Are you going to feel sorry for me? Are you going to tell me I shouldn't have beaten the crap out of him?" I sighed deeply "No, I wasn't going to do that. I was going to say that if you wanted to talk about it, you can. He deserved what he got, in fact he should be jailed right now" she spat out the last few words.

"What did he do to you?" I watched her hand trail from my cheek, down my arm to my bruised knuckles "Quite silly of me, remember when I told you I had ran away during the time of my grandmother's death?" I nodded "I went to Monte Carlo, he was there. He drugged me then slept with me but I can't even do anything about it because I wanted it too, I needed something to get my mind of the hurt that I felt. My mind was so hazy from that trip due to all the alcohol I had consumed that it completely blocked such an important detail out of my life. Just today everything came crashing down on me after seeing him in my bathroom" She scoffed

"Wait, he was in your fucking house?" I raised my voice "Yeah but I didn't even know who he was until a few hours ago." She explained and I felt my veins constrict with the anger that coursed through my being. "It was years ago, don't worry about it" she continued "How can I not, Anna? He's been doing this for years and he did this to you, I can't let that slide" I watched her eyes widen slightly "Why?" Her whisper danced along with the bustling wind "Why, what?" I asked confused "Why can't you let that slide? What am I to you, Harry?" Anna's question made my heart stop.

My mouth opened and closed, I couldn't string together a few words to make a coherent sentence, I stared at her as my breathing stopped. I've never thought about this, we do stuff that a normal couple would do yet I don't know where we stand. I've never had a normal relationship before, it was always physical. There was never any emotion but with Anna, it's different, I feel different when I'm with her. What is she to me?

Short update!

I'm sorry, I'm trying to do this while writing exams and stuff so I also apologize for such a shitty update.

I understand if you've given up hope in me, honestly I gave up on myself.

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