hElp My bi ass has fallen for two people and I can't even choose
oh
my
gosh

Alexander Pov
After John said all those things, I made an inhuman wheeze and sobbed.

I desperately tried to pull myself together but that wasn't getting me anywhere.

"Oh my god thank you. Thank you," I choked.

"You deserve it. After all you've been through someone needed to tell you that and I wasn't going to stand around waiting for someone else to say it." John said.

Is it that obvious that my past is messed up?

He sat criss crossed on his desk.
I sat down next to him, my knees pulled to my chest.

"So." I said softly.
"So." He repeated, a smirk on his face.

"Did you get suspended for punching Mr.Adams?" I asked.

"Nah. They probably should've though. But I'm just saying that because I wanna get outta school. It wouldn't hurt to miss a few days." He replied.

This can't be right.
Why is he being nice?
He's just going to leave.
Just like everyone else.

Like
dad,
mum,
James,
Peter,
and fucking everyone.

I stared at him for a minute in almost disbelief.

"Let me guess, you're going through the whole the whole questioning part, right?" He asked.

"W-what?"

"Why I'm being so nice. It's because I think you're a good person. Unlike most of the population. Man you're a hundred times smarter than Trump and he got elected.
I'll bet all my money that you're going to get real far in life. I just want to be by your side while you do."
He told me.

I smiled and rested my head on my knees. My god he's awesome.

"Do you wanna spend the night at my house?" He asked.

"What about Laf and Herc? And your parents?" I asked.

"Herc and Laf can take Lafs car home. And my dad doesn't give a fuck as long as I don't blow up the house." He said.

"I blew up a bathroom one time." I muttered.

He burst out laughing.
"W-what?!" He choked through his own laughter.

I smiled.
I like making him laugh.
I gotta do that more often.

"Well it was eighth grade and I wanted to leave with a big mark. So I blew up the bathroom. No one found out it was me and my foster parents didn't care enough to ask why I came home laughing." I told him.

John smiled and got up.
He went out of his room and told Laf and Herc to go home.

Or wherever the fuck they wanted to go.

I fiddled with my bracelets and changed my sitting position to a W.

I couldn't help but let my mind drift to wondering if John thought I was as awesome as I think he is.

Laf came into Johns room and said,
"I called dad. He said just don't do anything you'll regret, and he'll give you your pills tomorrow." I nodded.

For a second I forgot George is Lafs dad.

I know I'm not going to stay with them long though. It's just how Foster homes work with me. I'm out before anyone knew I was there.
I've been through ten high schools in the past few years.

John came back in the room, a smile on his face. Laf waved goodbye and John closed the door. John climbed up his loft bed and I followed him.

"Holy crap this is a lot higher then I thought it'd be." I muttered.

"Yeah. You get used to it though." He said chuckling. "Anyway, what do you wanna do?" He asked.

I shrugged.
"I dunno."

He gasped loudly.
"Dungeons and Dragons." He said, his eyes twinkling.

Jeez he's cute.

I raised a brow and asked,
"Dungeons and Dragons?"

He smiled and practically jumped off of his loft bed, dragging me with him.

He sprinted down the hall, me on his heels. He pulled down a ladder to his attic and sprinted up them. I followed close behind.

He crouched next to about five books, ten million papers and a giant ass board.

Well.
This will be fun.