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this chapter does have a semi-mature scene (but not really) as they are only kissing and making out but yeah that's just for the first part of the chapter this chapter is really important tho!
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As Eren and Levi are kissing, it gets more and more heated. After a few minutes, they pull away for air, looking into each other's eyes, only to start kissing once again.
Levi drags his tongue over Eren's bottom lip, asking for an entrance but Eren refuses and gives Levi a victory smirk. Levi, slightly irritated that the younger rejected him, thinks of an idea and slowly a devilish smirk appears on his lips. Eren, due to his eyes being closed, fully immersed in their heated kiss, did not notice Levi's hand sneaking up his thigh and when Levi squeezes the part of his thigh close to his crotch, Eren's eyes shoot open, gasping, Levi taking this chance to slip in his tongue and explore the youngers mouth.
As their tongues fight for dominance, Levi moans and lets Eren win the fight, because he knows Eren won't remember this particular event in the morning. Happy over his victory over Levi, Eren smirks and puts his hands on Levi's small waist, moving his head to deepen the kiss with the older boy.
So because Eren was in control he slowly let the older lay on his back, both of them still not even attempting to break the kiss, with both of Eren's hands at Levi's sides, Eren straddling Levi and the older boy's hands under Eren's shirt, exploring the youngers toned body.
Soon Levi puts his hands around Eren's neck and pulls the boy impossibly closer to him, never wanting this moment to end, when he realises that this was all wrong...
They shouldn't be doing this...he's selfish...he's not thinking about the other person, that is still messily kissing him...He's not thinking about Eren...Is he taking advantage of sweet Eren? Does he deserve this glorious moment after all he's done in his life?
He slowly and gently tries to push Eren away, but the younger being so immersed in the kiss it was really hard. After trying and failing twice, he puts his index finger in front of Eren's lips that was just taking a break from all of their intense kissing. They both stare at each other's eyes before the confused Eren finally start to talk with Levi.
"What's wrong? Why did you stop?", Eren asks in a small voice, his over-confidence from earlier instantly disappearing.
"No, nothing's wrong...this just feels wrong...like I'm taking advantage of you when you're weak and the last thing I want is for you to hate me and-", Levi is stopped mid-sentence by Eren, who put his finger over Levi's mouth, silencing the older boy. Eren looks at Levi's blue-grey, teary eyes, his eyes only showing pure love to Levi, a smile etched onto his face.
Eren kisses away Levi's tears and puts their foreheads together. "You're not taking advantage of me and I could never hate you, Levi... I-i think I'm in love with you...", Eren says to Levi, the elder's eyes going big at his statement.
Suddenly Levi's eyes form new, fresh tears... but not tears of happiness...tears of sadness...
"B-but you don't know what you're saying, you're drunk and not thinking straight... there's no way you can love me... I'm unlovable...", Levi says his heart shattering with the thoughts of Eren waking up the next morning and feeling disgusted with himself for doing and saying what he's saying to Levi right now.
He looks away from Eren, not being able to face him...only to be turned back to face Eren seconds later. Seeing Eren making him look at him, he just keeps on crying and crying, not being able to stop the tears from falling. When he looks up at Eren he sees a slightly guilty expression on Eren's face, his eyebrows instantly raising upon seeing the younger's expression.
"A-actually uh I'm not drunk... guess I'm a really good actor then?? I wanted to tell you how I felt and the only way I could do that without backing out was to pretend I'm drunk...and now that I'm saying this out loud...I'm hearing how stupid it sounds and I'm so embarrassed...", Eren says while burying his face in Levi's chest, cheeks exploding from embarrassment. He feels a light vibration from Levi's chest only to find the boy was laughing at him!!!
"Why are you laughing!?", he asks annoyed.
Levi's laughter dies down instantly but his smile remains on his lips. " 'Cause I can't handle you being this cute.-", he says and gives Eren a peck on the cheek. "-Did you mean that love thing you said just now?", he asks Eren hesitantly.
"Of course!! I think I'm in love with you Levi!", Eren replies excitedly. "How about you? How do you feel?", he asks Levi, his hopes high for the other to like him as well.
Eren looks at Levi to see only a blank face, void of any emotion... "I don't like you Eren...", Levi says to Eren and the younger feels his heart shatter into a million pieces.
"O-oh I didn't realise-", he gets off of Levi's lap, tears threatening to fall at any moment, he looks away from Levi to keep his corporal from seeing him cry, he was a man for Pete's sake! If Levi was his boss, it would never have worked... what if they broke up and the team suffered because of it? No, he needed to be strong.
Just as he is about to stand up he hears Levi's voice, making him freeze in his place.
"I love you..."
Eren's eyes widen at the mention of those 3 words. He felt the pit of dread and despair that was in his stomach instantly disappear. His face lit up and he smiled a huge smile, turned around, almost tackling Levi, hugging him as if they haven't seen each other for almost a year. They both smiled into their hug and Levi kissed the top of Eren's head as they both just stayed in each other's embrace, finally feeling complete.
"So uh what now...what are we?", Eren asks looking up from Levi's chest.
"Well...we could be anything you want us to be...as long as I got you I'm happy.", Levi replies placing his head back into the crook of Eren's neck. But when Eren stays quiet for a little too long his head shoots up worried if he said something wrong. All he sees is Eren thinking very deeply about something. Levi thinks to himself about how he got so lucky to have the most beautiful, intelligent, funny and caring person in the whole world right at his side.
"Levi...", he hears a small voice calling him as he snaps out of thought.
Eren looks at him with the most adorable puppy-eyed look he's ever seen.
"Yeah love?", he asks the boy in front of him, whose cheeks flamed at the little pet name Levi dropped.
"Will you be my...bo-boyfriend?", Eren's cheeks look like chubby cherries and Levi can't help but want to kiss him all over his adorable face.
"Are you confessing to me Eren?", he asks smirking, knowing that this was killing Eren. "Levi!!!!", Eren whines not getting why Levi is such a meanie.
"well... I would have to think about that... about everything...", Levi says sarcastically but almost dies of laughing as he sees that the younger boy didn't get his sarcasm and was now glaring at him viciously. He sees Eren playing with his shirt... something he noticed was a habit of Eren when he got nervous.
"Come onnnn!! be serious.....", Eren says irritated.
"Eren...", Levi says slowly, trying to get Eren to look at him as he was not currently Eren's favourite person, just for teasing him.
"What?", Eren asks annoyed and still not looking at Levi.
"Ereeennnnnnnnnnnn, of course, I will!!", Levi says kissing Eren's cheek.
Eren's head jolts back to Levi and he starts to tear up.
"Baby why are you crying??", Levi asks concerned for Eren, wiping Eren's tears away.
"I just never-" He sniffs. "-thought this would happen. I'm so happy.", Eren says softly wiping his tears away and giving Levi a loving hug.
"Me too. Now let's get to sleep, we need to get back to base tomorrow, the others are probably worried sick by now...", Levi says as he lets Eren lay on his chest in a form of a pillow.
"Good night Eren...", Levi says resting his head on Eren's.
"Goodnight Levi...", Eren says as he looks up and gives Levi a goodnight kiss.
As the night goes on they both fall asleep soundly in the arms of one another, dreaming about all the good times they will have together...
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wow! That was a long chapter! 1.5K words!
It was all worth it tho I wanted to give u guys a lot of detail.
I hoped you liked this chapter and I hope you will stay tuned for the next one as well.
As I've mentioned in my previous chapter, there are a few (maybe 1 or 2) mature scenes coming in the next chapter or two then it's all back to flufffff😍
so like I've said there I will put a summary before it for those who aren't comfortable with it but if you are ignore this message and just keep reading
I hope I don't disappoint you guys!
love u guys❤
-litchii♡
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