17.

As that one word was uttered. Levi felt his heart swell and jump and do all kinds of actions he didn't think was even possible.

He was so overwhelmed and overjoyed at the thought of having Eren in his life again,that he encaged the younger boy in his arms,afraid to let go.
Afraid that Eren would leave again.

Little did he know that,that exact thought was running through Eren's mind.
What would happen if Levi cheated again?
Would he leave?
Would he stay?
Would he fight for Levi this time?

Eren didn't have all the answers right away,all he knew is that he didn't want to be without Levi ever again,regardless of what happened.

He could never seem to get the raven-haired boy out of his mind.
First,it reminded him of what Levi did and he wondered what went wrong.
Was he not enough for Levi?

But the more he thought about it,the more he realised that if Levi didn't want him,it was his loss,not Eren's.
But even when repeating that thought in his head again and again, he just couldn't imagen his life without his captain.

And even though Eren initially wanted Levi to have a normal life, he just didn't want to give the male away to anyone. Not even if it meant Levi could have a normal life,with his own kids and wife,etc.

Did it make Eren selfish?
Definitely!
Did he care?
Not even a little bit!

Levi made Eren happy,and the same went for the older boy.
They did not know of a universe where they weren't meant to be together. They did not care what others thought about it.
As long as they stayed true to each other and loved each other,it would be enough.

"Levi...I know everything isn't gonna be the same as it was before. And it doesn't matter how much I wish that what happened,never did, all that matters is that we trust each other and love each other,that's enough.
Even if other's don't accept us,it doesn't matter. And I was tempted to let you go to Petra more that once,in hopes that I could let you have a normal life,but I just can't. I'm a selfish being in love and I will never give you up. Never again. And I know I'm messing up your chance to have a normal life here, but I can't decide what to do. So I will let you decide.
You can decide what to do right now.
Leave,and have a normal life.
Or
Stay and deal with all the hardships that comes towards us,together.", Eren says,this being the most serious moment in his entire life,so far.

"The answer is simple. I choose you.
I will always choose you. I love you.", Levi says,not hesitating even little bit.

"B-but, you won't get to have children of your own or get to experience a lot of things others will. Please think carefully, if you decide on this and leave, it will mess up this relationship so bad,it will be beyond repairing. Ever. So I'm giving you the choice.  I won't be mad if you decide to leave, I will understand. Just please,think carefully about what your giving up by doing this.", Eren says, trying to get Levi to understand the graveness of the situation.

"It sounds like you want me to leave. Is that it,Eren?", Levi asks the boy infront of him, that despite Eren being taller than Levi,seemed so small and frail at that moment.

"Of c-course not!",Eren says,immediately denying wanting Levi to leave him.
"Then stop worrying,because I'm not going anywhere,you're stuck with me. ",Levi says sincerely,kissing the top of Eren's head.

"Well ok then,I believe you.", Eren smiles at Levi,giving him a peck on the cheek.

~later that evening~

Levi and Eren were currently in Levi's bedroom,cuddling,something they haven't done in such a long time.

Eren wished the moment didn't have to end,but Levi had some work to do and Eren was very hungry since he hasn't eaten anything since that morning.

As Eren headed down to the kitchen area,he bumped into Armin.

"Hey Armin!", Eren greets happily. It has been so long since Armin and Eren could talk and joke like they did when they were kids. So the rest of the day,that's what they did. They went to Eren's room and talked and joked the rest of the day.

They even went to dinner together that evening,Levi not showing up for dinner,because of work. So,Eren decided to take Levi some dinner.

After Levi ate they went back to Levi's room and went to sleep,Eren trapped in Levi's arms.

~2 months later~

It has already been 2 months since Levi and Eren got back together and Eren has slowly but surely started to give his trust to Levi again.

And although he was still warry, he loved his captain so much that he almlst didn't remember what happened.

It was almost like it was all a dream...

Levi has been asking Eren why they haven't told anyone but Hanji that they're together. Eren nust told him that he wasn't ready.

Which was not completely true. It was partly the reason for his delay. Mostly it was because Eren didn't want to tell everyone and then 2 weeks later they break up.

If there was one thing he hated getting,it was pity.
And that is exactly what he would get if they were to break up again.
And although he had faith in their relationship,there was always that small chance that everything can go to shit.

Eren didn't want to take that chance.

Well maby if he asked them not to pity him if the break up does happen,maby they would respect his wishes and leave him be.

So that night he would tell Levi that they could let everyone know of their relationship. He would tell Levi that he is ready for them to go public and that he has faith that their relationship will last till the end of time.

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I'm so sorry for this short crappy chapter,I really just wanted to give you guys an update this week but if I'm being completely honest I feel very uninterested in this book now. I don't know if it's just because I'm sick or because of my writers block,but I feel like discontinuing this story.

I really hope I don't need to,because I love this book,but if I don't think of anything to write soon,I may have to...
I apologize,I'm just so tired because of school and the exams haven't even started yet. But I'll try my very best to be better and give you guys quality writing pieces.

Love you guys♥️

~litchii♡

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