*Viraj*

I love her.

I can't believe usne mere liye kitna kuch kiya. Aur mai hamesha ki tarah bina soche samjhe uspe bhadak gaya. The guilt has been eating me up but uske saath rehne se realise nahi ho raha.

And the best part.. she loves me too.

Aslesha! The best girl on this planet loves me! How wow is that!

Actually guilt se jyada mujhe ye chiz khaaye ja rahi hai ke vo mujhe pehle bhi I love you boli hai.

We reached home a few minutes ago and I was dieing to just slam her against the wall and make her spill out all the secrets.

But I didn't. Aaj subah hi sab misunderstanding clear hui hai aur mai usse bass.. bass... Khana chahta hu!

Hawas ka poojari bolegi mujhe agar mere thoughts padh li toh.

I hear some noises in the kitchen and go outside. Her head is inside the fridge as she's rummaging through stuff. And her ass is in the air. My hand is itching to..

"Ahem" I clear my throat and she looks back at me.

She's changed her jeans and is now wearing baby pink pajamas below the white top she was wearing before. They end on her mid thighs and her perfect legs can give a run for money to any of the top models.

"Stuffed baingan masala ya stuffed bhindi masala" she asks holding a vegetable in each hand.

"Kuch bhi chalega. Aren't you tired?" I ask. "Kuch mangata hu bahar se".

"No I'm not. Bahar se mat mangaao" she says.

"Okay then let me help you" I offer.

"Naya ghar hai Viraj" she says looking worried.

"Ha toh?" I ask in confusion.

"Itne jaldi jalaa dena hai?" She asks innocently and I purse my lips. A smile breaks on her face and I can't help but smile too.

"Achha ye bowl me ek cup rice daalo aur dho ke laao" she says and starts making the stuffing.

I put one cup of rice in the bowl and go to the sink. I look at the rice for a while not knowing what to do. Kaise karte hai yaar ye?

I take some rice in my hand and run the tap water. I then rub that rice between my hands.

Half of it falls off.

Fucking shit!

I try again and this time all of it falls off.

Aslesha burst out laughing behind me and I freeze. Of course she was watching me the whole time. Kitchen me Aslesha ke saamne embarrassment na ho aise toh ho hi nahi sakta.

"Do yaha mujhe" she says and takes the bowl from me. She fills the bowl with water and rinses the rice in it.

Ohh.. Aisa kyaa..

Then she skillfully pours off the excess water. Wow. She repeats the process two more times and then turns to looks at me with a smirk on her face.

"Dumb ass" she says and shoves me away. I bite my lip to stifle my laugh.

She starts making food and I go behind her and wrap my hands around her. I lean to kiss her but she shoves her elbow in my ribs.

"Oww!"

"No kissing!" She says sternly.

Ahh the challenge. Do ghante ho gaye hai. Teen ghante baaki hai.

Ok then.

"Bahot garmi hai na?" I ask stretching my arms lazily and when she looks back at me in confusion, I slowly, swiftly remove my t-shirt.

I see her gulp as her eyes move to my shoulders and then chest.. abs and further down but she snaps them back on my face.

"AC chalu hai" she says and I fan myself.

"Kharab ho gayi hai shayad AC" I say.

"Tumhara dimaag kharab ho gaya hai. T-shirt pehno" she orders but her voice wavers.

I start walking towards her and as I take my steps forward she takes hers back until she is pressed against the wall.

"You're not playing fair" she whispers and I lean forward until just the tips of our noses are touching.

"I'm not kissing you" I say and drag my nose from her cheek to her jaw as her head leans sideways for me to get better access.

"You're not kissing me" she breathes and I barely hear her voice. I run my fingertips on her arm in the slightest of touch and I see goosebumps erupt on her skin. This woman will be the death of me.

She automatically leans forward and closes her eyes and I smile. I feel super awesome that I have this effect on her. But I will make her ask for it. Beg for it.

I take a step backwards and she opens her eyes in confusion. A blush creeps on her beautiful skin as she realises what just happened.

Suddenly cooker ki seeti bajjti hai and she jumps a little. She shoves me aside  and goes on with her work.

"Kal haldi hai aur parso mehendi. I'm thinking about staying at the resort till the wedding. Paro meri jaan kha rahi hai" she says.

"Ha Rudra bhi bol raha tha. We'll go tomorrow then. Waise bhi sab log waha hai aur sab ko mera namaskar milne wala hai jald hi" I say rubbing my hands together.

Saale kaminey logo ne mujhe bataya nahi jab se mai aaya hu. Rudra ne bhi nahi. Jab ke vo mera best friend hai. Gaddaar saala!

"Neel ko bhi sorry bolna hai" I say as my mood goes down in an instant. "Usne mujhe chhote bhai jaise treat kiya hamesha. He always encouraged me about love. Mujhse pehle toh usse pata tha ke I'm in love with you. Fir bhi mai itni chhoti si baat nahi samajh paaya. And I beat him up so bad. Vo mujhe kabhi maaf nahi karega" I say putting my face in my hands and Aslesha sits beside me on the chair.

"Tum usse manaa loge. Aur Neel tumse bahot pyaar karta hai. Abhi bhi. I'm sure he'll forgive you" Aslesha says and runs her hand through my hair.

I feel a little better. But when Aslesha serves me garma garam rice and dal fry with stuffed bhindi masala, I feel a lot lot better.

There's magic in her hands.

This girl is magic.

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*Aslesha*

Viraj licks his fingers clean and I smile. "Aslesha yaar. Maza aa gaya" he says while washing his hands.

"Tum mat dho plates. Usha tai kar legi. Tum chalo mere saath" he says and takes my hand and leads me outside. He wears a shirt but doesn't button it up.

Hmm...

The sky is clear and full with stars. There is nobody on the beach and we sit on the sand side by side.

"Yaha kyu laaye?" I ask him looking at the steady waves and listening to their soothing sound.

"I love beaches. Especially at night" he says and smiles looking at me. I smile too.

We're smiling a lot today.

For a moment we just look at each other. His eyes run all over my face and finally stop on my eyes.

"And I love you" he says. "I love your eyes. They're the colour of coffee. Just the way I like my coffee" he says.

"Thanks mujhe maaf karne ke liye. You've always dreamt of a perfect guy but tumhare naseeb me mai aa gaya" he chuckles humorlessly.

"I mean seriously, tum itni perfect ho. Tumne mere liye, mere dream ke liye jo kuch bhi kiya na, koi nahi karta. You know maa ke alawa kisi ne mere baare me itna socha bhi nahi hoga" he says and I move towards him and place my head on his shoulder.

"Papa aaye the ek din ghar maafi maangne. I couldn't forgive him. I just couldn't. Bahot der ho chuki thi. And I guess my money brought him to me. Maine security ko bulaa ke unhe bahar nikaal diya. Uske baad I haven't seen him. I don't even know if he's alive or dead" he says and his voice cracks on the last words and I lift my head up to look at him.

"Jesus! I always become such a pussy when you're around. Bass bolte jaata hu. I'm a mess" he says.

I place my hand on his cheek and make him look at me. "You're a beautiful mess. You're my mess" I say.

He pauses for a moment looking deeply into my eyes and every detail of my face like he wants to permanently save it all in his memory.

"You are the best Aslesha. Seriously. Really. Maine tumhare jaisi ladki kabhi dekhi hi nahi. Inn paanch saalo me itni ladkiya aayi life me but mai unme bhi kahi na kahi tumhe hi dhoondta tha. Iske Baal Aslesha jaise soft nahi hai. Ye Aslesha jaisi smart nahi hai. Iski hassi Aslesha jaisi pure nahi hai. Mere sorry kaafi nahi rahenge to make up to you. But I promise you today that I'll never ever leave you. I'll love you forever till my last breath. Mai tumhe khush rakhunga aur wapas kabhi bure wakt me tumhara saath nahi chhodunga. Please tum bhi mujhe chhod ke mat jaana. I know I'm a stupid asshole but I love you. You're loved by everyone but I guarantee ke mujhse jyada koi tumse pyaar nahi karega. You're my favourite person. You're my person. And I'm madly in love with you".

I feel warm all over even in this cold after hearing his words. This man right here can ask me to give him my actual heart and I'd hand it to him on a silver plate. That's how much I love him. And to know that he loves me just as much is the best thing ever.

"Kiss me" I say.

He chuckles. "I didn't say all this for kisses. I genuinely said it because I mean it" he says.

"And I genuinely want you to kiss me. Like you mean it" I say.

He just looks at me and then his eyes slowly move down to my lips. "Please".

As soon as the word escapes my mouth he slams his mouth on mine and I literally see stars.

Fina-fucking-lly.

He sucks on my bottom lip and I get on top of him and straddle him. Grabbing his face I look at him and then kiss him all over his face finally meeting his lips.

He moans in my mouth and the sound resonates through my whole body. His tongue glides over my lower lip seeking for entrance and I'm more than happy to oblige.

It's just like before and yet so different. I'm never going to get tired of kissing him.

He bites my lower lip and my legs wrap around him tightly. He starts placing wet kisses on my neck and I fist his hair.

"Viraj" I breath out.

"L-lets get inside" I barely get it out and he stands up still holding me. I wrap my hands around him and he places his hands on my upper thighs and starts walking inside. I start kissing his neck and his steps falter.

I move up his neck and just when I'm about to reach his ear, he grabs my hair and pulls my face towards him.

"You're not making this easy" he says and I smirk. I kiss him and the rest part is a messy blur as we reach his room still not stopping our kissing.

He drops me on the bed and I remove his shirt. His hands move under my top and he yanks it off.

He stops and looks down at me. I'm only in my simple white bra and little pink pajamas now.

"Do you have any idea how fucking beautiful you are" he says and kisses the hollow of my neck and trails kisses downwards. I grab his hair when he starts placing kisses on the skin just below the fabric of my bra.

He starts leaving open mouthed kisses on my stomach and my head falls back in ecstasy. He comes back towards my face and his lips graze the skin from my neck to my jaw and I jerk up from the bed not being able to contain myself.

"Shhh" he sits up.

He lifts my leg up and starts kissing it as his lips move up really really slowly on my inner thighs.

"Oh my God Viraj!" I groan when he removes his mouth and starts with the other leg.

I'm withering in anticipation of what's coming next. My brain can think of nothing but my body just needs some kind of release with all these sensations.

"I'd love nothing more than to make love to you right now, Aashi. But aaj hi sab thik hua hai. I don't want to rush it. We've got our whole life ahead to do this" he says kissing my eyes and I open my eyes.

"Huh? What? I don't- I mean- what?" I say still completely breathless not understanding why he's leaving me hanging like this.

"Am I not-"

"Nahi nahi Aslesha" he says before I can complete my sentence. "You're perfect and this is literally taking all of my self control but we need to stop here. I'm gonna make love to you like I mean it but not today. I want your first time to be special" he says and I nod.

Sex crazed woman!

It's dark and I can't see him clearly but I see him adjusting himself and I can't help but giggle.

"You've given me a serious case of blue balls" he shakes his head and I laugh loudly as he falls back on the bed beside me.

"You're crazy" I say.

"For you" he says.

"And cheesy" I roll my eyes.

I get up and open his cupboard to find one of his t-shirts to wear.

I don't know from where all the boldness comes from but I unhook the strap of my bra from behind and Viraj gasps.

I look back at him over my shoulder and see his mouth wide open as I take off the bra and throw it in the laundry basket. I smile to myself and wear his t-shirt and then turn back.

I go back on the bed suppressing a smile and he is still looking at me like I told him I'm from Mars.

He clears his throat. "About us taking it slow and whatever shit I said. Just forget it. I can right now-"

I chuckle. "You're really cute" I say pulling his cheeks.

"And you're a tease" he says pecking my lips.

I put my finger on his chest and trace the lines of his tattoo. "You're inked and it makes you look more sexy" I say as my hand moves towards his shoulder.

"Dard hota hai?" I ask and lean ahead to kiss his shoulder. "Itna nahi" he says brushing my hair and tucking them behind my ear.

"These are beautiful. Don't cover your whole body lekin. Thik hai?"

"Thik hai" he smiles.

He pulls me towards him and I throw my leg on top of his and bury my face in his bare chest and inhale my favourite scent.

He kisses my hair and rubs his nose in.

"Bahot saalo baad aaj achhi neend aayegi" he murmurs to himself but I hear him and press myself closer to him and kiss the skin where his heart is.

I want my days to end like this forever.

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Whoa there! Garmi badh gayi ye chapter me. I don't really know how to write intimate scenes but I tried.. *laughs awkwardly* Comment karo, vote karo, share karo.. ily :)