Ever since I was little
My parents taught me to trust the word of God
Turned me away as two guys kissed
'Ew, sweetheart, don't look at it!'

And so I grew up the very same way
Believing it was evil to be gay
Ranting 'bout something I didn't know about
Thats how I lived my life

Have you ever had your first kiss(she says)
No, and it won't be like this(i say)
"So we both haven't kissed before"
Y-yeah...
"Then let's settle the score!"

My heart is pounding cause I rushed down the stairs
My stomach is churning; I need fresh air!
No H0m0!
It's okay cause we're best friends
No h0m0!
We're young, nothing wrong with this
RIGHT?!

Trying not to blush as I look at my best friend's face
Well, mama told me that It's a phase

So I walk back in and I see him and I say
N-no homo, right?

Now finally we're at the age o fifteen
Finally stopped calling ourselves tweens
Im still the same as ever
Keeping my agenda
Against everyone, except him

After all, he is my best friend,
He can chose to burn in hell
Like my parents told me,
But why I am clenching my hands
When he's affectionate with his boyfriend?

Have you ever had sex?(she says)
No, and it sure won't be like this(I say)
"H-Hey, we've both never done this before"
Y-Yeah?
"Uh, do you trust me?"

My heart is pounding cause of the shock
My face is definetly red from anger
Then why am I not yelling?
Why am I so embarrassed?
I mutter in shock,
'did you just suggest what u think you did?'
No h0mo!
Cause its not natural
No h0m0!
Cause I'm not sure(Wait what?)

"Well that's fine don't worry.~"
Wait-- DONT JUST WALK AWAY!

Inviting me to his show
I'm only coming cause we're friends
"I know!"
"Wait, coming? XD"
Stop! DX

Front row seats,
watching him dance, but Then he stopped,
with a chance
to speak and says to me--

"I really love you, and thats a fact"
"I really love your the way that you act"
"I really love your eyes"
"And your personality"
"So, um, could you be my boyfriend please?"

M...My heart is racing cause it's too much to bear
My face is red cause my parents are right there...
N...no...No h...
Yes. I will!

I decide it's time to stop bringing my self down
Cause The world's much brighter when he's around!

I get up on stage
Listen to the music play
I won't even say that dumb phrase!
I hug him tight, why am I crying?
I bet its cause I'm just so scared-- No happy!

This won't be the day I'll stop lying to myself
But today has certainly helped
My parents look really angry
Mom looks like she's filled with envy?
But I don't really care
Anymore~